Sunday, June 29, 2008

too cute~~


ahhh I just have to share this...
he's so cute...
I want to pinch that cute cheek!!

hahahah zharif..don't be angry...
you're still no 1..lol!!!


okay..okay..he's a boy..
his name is Mason or maybe that's his name in the movie that he will act in...
heheh an actor in such a young age...

Jang Geun Suk (Hong Gil Dong, Hwang Jini)!! The movie, Baby and Me is a comedy, based on a Japanese comic. Jang Geun Suk plays a 19 year old high school student who is a bad-boy. In the movie, we’ll see a side of Jang Geun Suk we haven’t seen before. He’ll be riding a motorcycle and beating 17 people off street fighting style. One day, his world gets turned upside down when he discovers he is a father to this cute little baby, Mason.

hahahah..I bet Mason will definitely steal the limelight from the main actor..
lol!!!!
I'm definitely going to wait for this movie..



Saturday, June 28, 2008

Love Is...

LOVE IS

Love is everywhere,

It may be right in front of you,

It may slip underneath you,

It may slide right behind you,

It may pass right through you.


Love is in your heart,

Sometimes you don’t know it is there,

Sometimes you don’t realize it,

Sometimes you just let it lies there.

Sometimes you just don’t care.


Love is wonderful,

Without it you won’t be full,

Without it you will be alone,

Without it you will be incomplete,

Without it you won’t have a dream.


Love is when two heart combine to be one,

It fills the emptiness inside,

It heals the wound in the heart

It brings two people together

Just to share the same feeling and the same heart


Love is when you find the right guy,

He may be arrogant, but warm inside,

He may be cynical, but he speaks only his heart,

He may be hard to get, but worth a thousand sweats,

He may be anyone, but he will full the emptiness inside.

After all, he is your other half,

The one that will make you whole inside.


Craze^BEE
4th April ‘06


p/s: hahaha believe it or not..I wrote this...
craze^bee...well that was when I was young and cute..still am..LOL!!


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

a dAy iN BayAh's prIvaTe liFe


hahahaah..
so what do I do the whole day...

1. Of course...woke up at around 10.00 am..
well that's considered as early *it's holiday ok*


so here's my nest!!!
waaa so comfortable maa...
I don't want to wake up actually..
but we had plan..*to go to Chatswood*
but there's been change of plan..so I stayed at home instead...
so...how did about the rest of my day??

2. Laundry time!!!


this is the laundry room...
hahhaha nobody was around...
so I took this picture..while waiting for the dryer...
I don't know why..but of all the time in this world..why do people do their laundry when I want to do mine.....
yeah...the was no dryer for me so I had to wait about 15 minutes...


loading the clothes....
hahha got nothing else to do..
*org xde..amik gambo la aper lagi..heheheh*
*hahah rosak sebenonye yg 2..seb baek pi sorg2..kalu x bengang..cepat2 eden kuar kan balik..pas2 wat muker selambe jek tunggu y laen..hahahhaha*

while waiting for the laundry...
I went back to my room and...

3. Rearranging the closet..


hehehhe it was a mess....
finally I found a time to arrange it..*hahaha I've been lazy lately*
hahahah..it looks tidier...lol!!
the three boxes *red, white & yellow*..I bought it at IKEA yesterday...

basically that was everything...
hahah pretty boring right...
but what else to do....

oopppss..I think my laundry is done..
off to the laundry room again *for the 3rd time*


nEw aDDitIon..


yay finally it came!!!
my Bonjour Paris Photobook!!!
omo...after waiting for like years..
*ahahah it's only 5 days actually*
here it is...



Front cover of the package...
yeah I bought the special limited package...
I mean all the books (BP I, II and Parisien+8 postcards+2posters+ cd)
hahaha happy...happy...lalalallala


the back cover


the item inside...
ahhh love Joongie's postcard...
he looks so cute..
don't know why but Yoochun and Changmin didn't have their single photo but Junsu has 2...
ahhh I want Minnie postcard!!! *and yeah..only him...somehow there's not that many pictures of him alone...and in the cd he was a bit quiet..still whenever he is in it...he'll be like...ahhh cutie pie*


ok...so this is the old pic of my wall...
because of the new posters..I took down the year planner....
hahaha...no need la planner nie.....


ahahha not really..
I pasted it at the other side of the wall...
beside my bed...
hehhe you can see the BP covers+plastics on the bed...


this is the new addition of my posters...
hehehe love the Parisien poster!!!
still AADBSK2 poster is still the one I love most...


closer look maybe....


so basically this is the collection of my DBSK stuff..
and yeah..Bonjour Paris is the biggest *without doubt the most expensive also* stuff...
there are plenty more on my list but I guess that have to wait til my next allowance..lol

still..yeah!!!


Monday, June 23, 2008

ahhh!!


yay!!!

tomorrow is the last exam....
waaaa I can't believe it..
nervous??? yeah...
excited??? yeah...
excited..not because I'm ready to answer the questions...
more like because it means the end of my misery...
ahhhh 1 more to go...
then...MERDEKA!!!!
holiday!!!
but let's study first..shall we!!!
hahhaah I get distracted easily nowadays...
well not only younger students have short attention span okay...
somebody better do a research on that...lol


Saturday, June 21, 2008

tIred..



I'm sick and tired already...

of all the burden that is put on me...
of the time that always seem not enough for me..
of people taking advantage of me..

how long will I last??
how long will I stand strong??
maybe till no one care about me..
maybe till nobody notice that I exist..

Or maybe...
till I find something to hold on to...
till I find someone to keep me going..

Until that moment comes..
I just have to wait....
I just have to pray...
that it will come before it's too late....


Sunday, June 15, 2008

whIch 0nE t0 ch00sE??

ahhh 2 items already in the shopping cart...
YESASIA!!
I haven't decided yet..
but yeah I want both....
ahhhh which one should I choose....

this???

ahhh this is the Prince in Prague photobook...
I've been dying to have this since like last year....

or this one??


their latest single...
actually not this one...
there's another one...

Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan darou? (SINGLE+DVD)(Japan Version)

yeah..this is the one I'm talking about...
even the cover is not out yet..
it's their summer single...
it won't be released til 16th July...
but yeah...I want that cause Jaejoong's voice...ahhh *speechless*

so both are already in my shopping cart...
still deciding when to purchase it...
the photobook is about $63 and the single is $22
ahhh yeah..the single is a lot cheaper...

hmmm I'll just think about it...
anyone willing to help??



Ulat tIket in SYDNEY!!!


Believe it or not, an 'ulat tiket' found in Sydney
a place where the kangaroo is the main attraction
where the parrots are not only found in the zoo but scattered in front the house and making NOISE!!!

the 'ulat tiket' deceived few Macquarie's students about the showcase that was held at Darling Harbour, last weekend...
she claimed that James Morrison *below* was going to perform at that time..
the deceived students went there and were excited...
they didn't care it was raining and stayed there for at least 2hours just to watch their favourite star....
one of them has already memorized the lyrics for the artist's hit..


after waiting for quite some time...
a white bald man and a lady entered the stage....
later the students received shocking news....
that white bald man indeed is the "JAMES MORRISON"
why...why....why????


few minutes later, the deceived students decided that they should bring this matter into more powerful hands aka the blogger *me..laaa*
here are few descriptions of the said 'ulat tiket'
all beautiful and not-so-beautiful girls out there...take notice of this...
who know the 'ulat tiket' will be out again....
main target: beautiful Macquarie University girls
beware girls...
suspect: girl, single *she claimed*, known as 'cinderella' at home, specialty: cooking spicy dish
p/s: the students identity and their names will not be revealed for safety reasons...


victims claimed that at first, she will be nice to you....
you can see her smile in the photo....
"I'm cinderella..heheheh"

while the others were looking rather annoyed or what the javanese people called as 'bengang', the 'ulat tiket' looked straight at the camera...
from her face..she was thinking..
"hahahah..you guys are so easy...no one will know that James Morrison is not here "

sometimes, she will try to avoid being captured in the camera...
this clearly shows that she tries to avoid being identified

however, once she is caught in camera, she will show her innocent face....
don't be deceived by her so called sweet look...

so to all Macquarians, beware...
she is still out there...
few bystanders claim that they saw her walking in MUV compound...
who knows when she will attack again....
BEWARE~~~

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Until You...

Until You
Shayne Ward



Baby life was good to me
But you just made it better
I love the way you stand by me
Throught any kind of weather
I ont wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you fell the world is on your shoulders
Dont wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me i will do whatever

[Chorus]

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby nobody, nobody,until you
Baby it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted
You never know what's missing
Till you get everything you need,yeah
I don't wanna run away
Just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders
Don't wanna make it worse
Just wanna make us work
Baby tell me,I'll do whatever
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knw me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby,nobody,nobody until you
See it was enough to no
If I ever let you go
I would be no one
Cos I never thought I'd feel
All the things you made me feel
Wasn't looking for someone until you
Chorus repeat twice
Nobody,nobody,until you

Thursday, June 12, 2008

t0 my BeLovEd zHarif

dear muhamad zharif bin jeffri ibrahim...
you turn 2 today..
yeah Dr Boon always talk about the 'terrible two'..
so are you going to be one??
hahaha don't la...
so....

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR
SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TANJOUBI OMEDETOU
SAENGKHIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA

there it is...I wish you a very happy birthday in 4 different languages...

aren't you proud??
hahahah the sad thing is....you can't read it yet...
so you got yourself an Ultraman cake is it??
*your mom told me*
hahaah Mak Bee wants some~~
ok..ok...
so Happy Birthday...
may Allah bless you..
and lastly may you find happiness in every single thing that you do~~
Love You!!

on to Pic spam...
right from the very beginning...
dari zaman bulat ke zaman kurus...
hahahahhah


budak bulat...
what's with the frown dear??
you just got 1 year older...
I'm already 21..lol
*kind of all pic coz I don't remember where on earth did I put that shirt now*


hahahha budak bulat!!
I just can't stop saying that...
this pic was taken at IKEA...
everybody was tired but it's picture time so what else...
CHEESE..big smile..
*ayah buat muke belagak*

poor Zharif...
you have too many creative makcik who like to torture you..
and yeah that was a scarf...
*tudung mak kot*
hahahha zharif in 'ke laut kito' style...

this was taken in the car..
he was very sleepy...
but it's always picture time for Mak Bee..


hahahaha love this pic..
he looks like he was thinking about something...
maybe he was thinking...
"apela makcik aku ni buat...aku pkai baju tido pon nak bergambar...aisy mane topi encem tadi.."
he can't walk yet at this time...and we love to hold him...

his 1st car
is it???
lol...
he was too lazy to push it himself...
so again...being the creative aunties *adik and me of course*
we tied a 'tali rafia' at his car and pulled him....
hhahaha it worked...

zharif in his bandana....
his cutest pose.....
we always love him!!

hahahaah this is actually last year's pic...
we bought it for him...
but he still hasn't wear it coz it's big..
so we decided that it's also considered as his present for this year....lol
2 in 1 right??
hahaha he didn't complaint anything..

zharif...
"I'm not in the mood"
but who can resist taking a picture of him...
the same colour outfits...yeah!!!


this is his fisherman hat...
love it...it looks cute on him...
in short..he looks good in anything...
at the back is his father..
abang jep!!!

zharif in the tram...
he hated it..cause he always prefers us to hold him...
hahah the thing is...he's kinda heavy...
and there's not enough man power aka man in our family...
*thanks to ayah and abang jep..new addition abang halim*
so you better be good and stay in there..

my favourite pic...
isn't he looks cute here??
*melts*

zharif and his dearie mama...
aren't they look alike?
duhh....

again...zharif in red...
one word...
CUTE!!

zharif looks...
again...
"I'm not in the mood"

hahahha....
kidding!!!!
mak nana + zharif...
*mak nana garang sekarang..asyik cakap zharif nakal jek*
well..maybe he is...

zharif with his mischievous grin...
he may look angelic but he was all over Sogo...
yahh we even think of tying him up...
lol...but of course...
his beloved atuk and mak atuk won't let us..

hahahahha....
he kinda looked annoyed with the other makciks....
ahhahah..maybe he was thinking..
"aisy..gambo lagi..fening..fening"


so this is the last pic taken with him....
at the airport..
he was so cute...
he maybe young..but sometimes he's like shin chan..
when he saw the stewardess passed him....he looked at us..and back to the stewardess..
and he was like...
"waaa those kakak are more beautiful than my makciks..."
hahahah no la...
it's all only my imagination...
our zharif is a good boy...

so in short..in conclusion..i
n a nutshell (this is a no no..it's like from ancient language...Horne,2008)

I miss him....
I noticed his favourite word now...
ULTRAMAN!!..
kak rin: what is your name?
zharif: hhmm..neemm....muhamad zharif....
hahahhah cute!!!!
so zharif...
happy birthday...

LOVE YOU...

Friday, June 6, 2008

Things I want to do In life..

aahhh there's too many things to do...
there's a saying..
life starts at 30..
but don't you think it's kinda late so start everything at 30??
at 30, we will have another things to think of...
at 30, we're already old (I bet most of us are already married)..
at 30, we won't be as young as now to do many crazy or teenage stuffs..which make us kind of reserved and we'll be saying stuff like "I won't do that..that is so immature"...
don't you think so..
so why do we have to wait...
let's just do anything that we think of doing..
anytime anywhere...
so what are the things that I want to do in life...
hmm let's see!!

1. have fairer skin (hahah I always have issue with my skin..I'm such an ungrateful person)
2. loose weight (daa..it's every girl's dream)
3. of course, seeing/meeting DBSK in person especially Jaejoong!!
4. hmm yeah I'm still in love with David Beckham so I want to meet him too (okay okay..I'll have too meet Victoria too but seriously if I have the chance I want to meet the whole Beckham's family)
5. go on around the world trip (with my family)
6. get married..who won't (hahah taken from miza's list..sorry miza)
7. I'm serious about this one..I want to write a book..a romance..about true love..lol
8. I want to buy lots and lots of CDs and every single album, single, concert or whatever CDs of DBSK...
9. I want to buy a house facing the beach (location? anywhere with my hero beside me...lol hero here is referred to my husband-to-be)
10. go to Japan and Korea (yay..Japan is not a dream anymore...)
11. be a good teacher, won many award on teacher's day (hopefully the most hilarious or out-going teacher..and yeah voted by the students)
12. write lyrics for a song that is so heart warming and brought tears to the listeners
13. go to Paris with my hero..
14. won the 1st place in a 100m race...yeah I wish this comes true...
15. go to Bora Bora Island for my honeymoon...hahhaa I need someone who is filthy rich first..
16. I want to be able to drive a manual car without my father supervising me...lol (I asked for auto but my father was like..."anak ayah sume belajar pkai manual dulu ye..")
17. I want to be able to speak many languages..fluently especially English and Japanese..
18. I want to have 6 digits number printed in my account..(meaning hundreds thousand in RM)
19. I want to have my own private watching room at my home ..in it I'll have a home theater set and shelves full of DVDs and CDs...I want to have more than 1000 copies of DVDs...
20. I want to go to a ski trip (anywhere would be fine..)
21. have a walk-in closet full of branded clothes and accessories...
22. I want to have own supermarket line..just like Woolies or Carrefour..hahaha
23. I want to make both my parents proud of me, look straight into their eyes and say thank you for bringing me into this world....and show them how grateful I am to be born into such a loving family...
and the thing that I want the most is...
24. watch the sunrise and realise the greatness of Allah the Almighty and how small I am compared to Him


basically..these are what I want...
but there's another saying...
men are never satisfied..men always want what others have and want more than what they deserved....
yeah I am like that...
I want what people have and sometimes I forgot what I had and never really treasured them...
sometimes I mistreated things or people that are around me...
let's just say that we need to treasure what we have and make the most of it when it still lasts...
let's just hope that we won't regret anything in the future..

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Exam mOde...

yaaahhhh!!!
it's exam time again...
should I be happy??
hahaha are you crazy....of course NOT!!!
who on earth in their right mind would be happy whenever it's exam time..
but believe it or not, I did 1 paper on EDUC261 already *last Wednesday*
how did it go??
hmmmm well..since we had at least 1 week to prepare..
and yeah they gave us the exam question 1 week in advance so of course I'm kind of ready when I did it...
but still I hope I did good enough to at least get Credit for that paper..
why not Distinction?? hahah because I don't think I had enough time to do it that good~~

so exam is nearing and yeah I should start studying...
the things that I need to read are these..


Julie Garwood's novels that arrived last week..
mind the illustration for 'The Gift'...lol
yay!! I bought it from BetterWorld.com...
hahaha yeah it is second hand books..
still, it's kinda hard to buy it here...
the normal price would be around $20 at Borders
*even cheaper back in Malaysia..only RM33.90*
but at least I got it for only $7....
and yeah it is in good condition...

hahhaha actually I am not supposed to read these now....
it is considered as non-educational books
hahaha but Ijust can't wait to read both..
so the ones that I am supposed to read are...
TADAA~~

yeah these 3 books and of course the lecture notes...
not to forget the additional readings and etc....
ahhhh..
1. LING211-An Introduction To Functional Grammar..
2. LING211-Using Functional Grammar (it's a revised edition actually..the simplified version for the 1st book)
3. EDUC260-Genre, Text and Grammar

aaaahhh let's just hope that I have enough time to read these...
or at least open every page in the book...lol
seriously all the books are in GOOD CONDITION like new...
hahah why???
cause I rarely open it..
hahaha I should sell it to the juniors later...
hahahaha bad bayah!!!

so...let's read!!!

lame post~~

another boring night...
with nothing else better to do than rambling incoherent words..
ljflfndjfwdfwlkjsnifcjoij
well you got what I mean??

hmmmmm?????
naahh..I don't think so..

aahhh what to do..
I feel like eating something..


aahhh I don't think I can eat that..
so I went through people's blogs..
and tada..I went to my mentor's blog...
KAK MARD


hahahha she's the one holding boy with her eyes close...
hahahah why did I chose this pic??
sajer jek...huhuhu
*bows to mentor* kak mard, jangan mare~~
so to make the super duper long story short, she mentioned my name in her blog...
lalallala is this some kind of show-off thingy I'm trying to pull....
yeah...hahahah I just want to mention that..lol

so back to my boring night..
it's nearing winter *or is it winter already??*
it's cold and rains a lot...yeah imagine that...
maximum is 19 degrees during the day..
just one word...COLD!! tsumetai~~
yeah I'm sort of learning Japanese now..online..yay


is it that cold??
yeah nana..it is!!!

it's thursday so tomorrow is friday then saturday...
basically you guys should have known the 7 days right...
so tomorrow we plan to go to Homebush or Chatswood..
but the problem is I hurt my leg this morning...


hahaha don't worry it's not that bad..*pointing at the picture*
I can still walk and seriously, I don't need a wheelchair..
I slipped at the musolla and hurt 3 of my left fingers...
kak mard said...
"nie mesti sebab pkai sexy kat musolla ni...isy2 xelok..xberkat"
hahhaha I think so...
so I think I'm not going out tomorrow..
but if I'm too bored, I guess I'll go...

Jaejoong said...
"Bayah..hwaiting!! You can do it..you can go shopping with Syila and Anis. Just make sure you buy something for me!!"

hahaha yeah..sorry again for my over the top imagination..
so the highlight of this week is...
EDUC261 exam...NOPE!!


hahaha wrong answer..*snickers*

the answer is...
James Morrison Showcase..
it's this weekend and yeah we plan to go there...

hmmm not bad..such a nice plan..take me???

seriously if we did go there this weekend, this is the 1st time I ever go to a showcase or event like this..
since I didn't get the chance to go to DBSK's concert in KL last year..
*so sad..still am*
I'm really looking forward for the showcase..
I hope everything went well..
well I guess that's it...

PEACE!!!
roger and out...

p/s: Jaejoong's pics spam..heheheh I just can't resist it...lol