others and me..

different people view things differently...
the things that I am ashamed of can be things that others are proud of..
things that I will keep to myself can be things that people wish others should hear...

well I guess..that's how the world works....
if only everyone has the same way of thinking...
there won't be good and bad people...
no wise and stupid people..
hahah no war..I guess...

well at least, that's what makes us different...
maybe we just don't belong together...
we can't be in the same team..
we will never be at the same side...
I won't be at your side..same as you will never be on mine...
and knowing that...knowing that I'm at the other end..
somehow relieved me....
I'm glad...I'm thankful...I'm grateful..
I'm proud to say that...
I'm just proud to be ME

thinking..

hmmm I've been thinking too much lately..
which resulted to my frequent mood swing..
*haha maybe dark choc can help..
s*** I hate dark choc, hmm gotta find other solution then*
okay back to the topic...
why,why does everything happen not according to my plan, or at least my wish??
everytime something happens,
I won't be satisfied...
I won't be happy...

ahhh I want to be the old me....
the one that brightens up toko's life...
*hahah if the Macqs dunno wth I am talking about, then it means that you're not in Pam's meeting last week..lol*
I want to be the one that makes people happy..
I don't want to depend on other people to be happy...

ahhh just one solution...
STOP THINKING!!!!
hahaha maybe just stop thinking of unneccessary stuffs...
focus on important things like ASSIGNMENTS duh~~
ahhh~~~

~~the end~~

Team MSA 888

hahaha I myself can't believe it..
yeah I joined MSA's futsal team...
why??
maybe because there's not enough people...lol
but mostly because I want to...
ahhaha since Yaty *my sis* joined her Uni's team *which was few years back..ahhaha*
did we win?
yeah, I wish...but still, it was fun....
fyi, I'm the keeper...hahaha
see that gloves?? *got it from the guys..hehehe thanks Ash*

introducing....
Team MSA 888
what does 888 stands for??
hmmm what about, I dunno??
hahaha seriously... *straight face*



hehehh that's the gloves I'm talking about...


any prize??
hahaha what about a bruised knee and another one at the arm??
hehehe thanks to whoever kicked the ball yesterday...
*I didn't catch who did it...too focused on the ball....hahah yeah right~~*


am I going to join it again??
hahah of course....
plus I got nothing else to do..
*except for LING253 and LING216 assignments...ahhhh I'm sooo LAZY-with capital letters*
plus, right now I'm drawn to Iljimae...Lee Junki is such a good actor...love him to death....
Junki-sshi, no more crying please...I have no more tears left...

~~the end~~

tragedy..

omo....it's the 1st day of Raya...
what happen??
heheheh I got flu...
this is the first time *officially* I got flu in Sydney...
what a great timing..
I lost my smelling and tasting senses...lol
did it reduce my consumption of food???
hahah I wish... *rolls eyes*
this made me ate a lot more than usual so that I can actually taste the food..hahah
but then, God gave us sickness because He loves us...
YAY~~~~

still...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to my family back in Malaysia
Mak, Ayah, Kak Rin, Abg Jeff, Yaty, Abg Halim, Nana *and bf...not officially considered family yet*, Adik *and the gang*, Zharif, Khalisya, and the nameless BABY
*omo..this is my first time raya without them..miss them a lot*
hahah yeah...I cried...uwaaa~~
and to all my friends and people who knew me..
Sorry to everything I've done in the past..hehehehh
0-0

gotta go to sleep now...
*I just took my medicine and everything is spinning right now..I'm seeing double*
will be back with more Raya picspam...

the end~~

hmmm...part2

hmmm what to say...
it's 4.29am...
I decided not to sleep until Subuh...*coz I don't want to miss Subuh again..hehehe*
so I went through the net...

what I saw???
shocking...depressing...

what I felt???
confused...hurt...broken-hearted...
bak kate toko..ter 'kesok' hati....

why???
hmmm..........because
I thought we are better than that....
I thought what we have meant a lot more than this...
obviously, I felt like..it was a simple thing...

what I should do??
just sleep over it..and hope everything gets better as the new sun rises later...
hope that it will past...
*without us noticing...we people are good at ignoring stuff...well at least I can do that*

the end~~

kene tag...hahah after few weeks..just realized it

ok...Khai meng-tag diriku...
setelah berminggu2 baru ku perasan..
hahahaha sorry Che Yah~~

Senaraikan 5 benda/hadiah yang anda ingini:

1. meeting DBSK in person...hahaha unrealistic neh..
okay...at least go to one of their concert..


2. Ipod touch (16 Gig)


3. DBSK Prince in Prague


4. Handphone LG KU990


5. A trip to Paris, France

Alasan terhadap perkara tersebut
1. because DBSK is the hottest band ever...obviously, I'm a huge fan...hahahah tanye la sape2..
2. ahhhh dah lamer sangat nak beli Ipod...*nak belagak* hahaha kidding..
3. because the boys look sizzling-hot in that photobook...*I have a fetish for men in suits..lol*
4. sebab hp nie ader dlm Coffee Prince..love it..nampak mahal..hahaha~~ *belagak lagi*
5. because it's the city of LOVE...and obviously I'm a hopeless romantic..lalala~~

Impresi terhadap orang yang diminati:
heheheh..suke org yang tinggi & kurus *walaupon saye xberape kurus..hahaha*...additional point, yg pakai specs, nampak pendiam and mysterious...but have a good sense of humour...
*hehhe am I talking about Jaejoong?? lol*

5 perkara yang dibenci

1. people disturbing my sleep...*hahah sejak dr umah, I can't take biler org kacau tido..hhah my beauty sleep*
2. people who keep on saying they are 'right' eventhough it' crystal-clear-obvious you're WRONG
3. biler xde duet nak shopping *for clothes and obviously Dong Bang stuff*
4. when I have to do something with allocated dateline..*hahah my mind can't work according to schedule*
5. when I have to do something that I'm forced to...

Kali pertama duduk berjauhan dengan keluarga
mase masok SBP..mase Form 1 *hheheh kalau camping xkire la..dekat jek*

Tempat yang ingin dilawati
Japan *hehehe nak pegi december nie..can't wait*, Korea, France, Italy, Mecca *of course*....ahh almost forgot...England and ala tmpat LOTR *Switzerland kot..huhu*

Perkataan yang selalu kamu sebut
aigoo~~ omo~~~ weh...
*hahaha not sure actually but from my conversation wif toko*
syairah: emmm
syairah: byk yg awk slalu sebut
syairah: eg. pndai
syairah: do
syairah: siot
soo go figure la~~

Kalau ada duit yang banyak
taking my whole family for vacation in Paris..*hahah makan snail bebanyak*
build a house for my parents
of course, spend most of it on adding up my DBSK collection *the ones that I can't afford when I'm broke..hahaha*

Lagu yang selalu didengar tanpa rasa muak

Of course DBSK...
-You're My Miracle
-Trick
-Darkness Eyes

hahah another song
-Dia Milikku (Yovie & The Nuno..shocking eh)

Rakan rakan bloggers yang kamu ingin tag
hmmm syairah *yg amatla dekat, di bilik sebelah* and fathen *yg amatla jauh nun di NZ*...hahaha buat jgn xbuat

the end~~

my 1st parcel..

I received my 1st parcel even before ramadhan...
hehhehe I was so excited..
cause finally I can join the list of people who received parcel...lol
thanks to my family back in Malaysia who sent this...
ayah-the one who posted it and paid the shipping fee...hehehe
mak-the one in-charge to pay for the stuff
adik-the one who searched for all the stuff
nana-the one who lost the 1st list of things that I want..
yaty, abg halim-bought the camera casing..jauh oo kat melaka..hehehe
abg jeff, kak rin, zharif, khalisyah-gave moral support...

hehehe these are the things inside it..
basically it's stuff for raya and for me to survive here ....

1.BAJU RAYA...
hehehe I got three baju kurung this year...
well that's a new record..
2 from emak..another one from kak rin..
THANKS




2. GLASS SET...
hahhaah kidding..
it's cooking stuff...
*I'm too lazy to prepare all the ingredients..why make it if we can have the instant one..hahha*



3. FACIAL CARE + CAMERA CASING/CASE
hehehe seriously all these can't be found here....
why???
hmmm let's see...
I use whitening set..cause obviously I'm not fair enough..heheh
but people here don't use that, they prefer tanned skin..
*that's why all they did are sun-bathing right in front of my house..with only two-piece for girls, and shorts for boys...ahhh MY EYES*
casing?? eheheh I lost mine during the Easter Show...need a new one
*or else my camera will be all scratchy*


4. SCARF
hehehe the scarf here are too fancy and of course pricey...
I prefer the ones from Malaysia...
Belilah brg buatan Malaysia...


5. BIRTHDAY CARD
last but not least..my birthday card...
hehehe it was my birthday last August..
so they sent it together with the parcel...
the content..*heheh I've posted the content before in my previous post..*
interested to know about it??
*scroll down and search for my birthday post..heheh*


so basically that's it..
it's more than enough already....
actually the 2nd parcel arrived here today...
but I'm too sleepy to actually post it...
hehehe the 2nd parcel contained a lot more stuff from Malaysia..
the things that we can't get here hehehe...

again thanks mak ayah...to actually listen to my insane wish list and buy all the stuff...
I'll expect more in the future...lol

the end~~