crazy people...

life sucks sometimes....
why???
because there are too many people lingering around the net and purposely bother people...
why???
because no one care about them...and they have too much free time...

being rude...make-up stories...keep on criticizing...
yeah..that's the only thing you're good at....
maybe because...simple....
YOUR STUPIDITY...
seriously...get a life....
leave me and my friends alone....
seriously, we are better off without you...
I didn't do anything to you...so don't mess with me...

another thing...
my life is already fun and perfect without you...
but yeah..thanks for all your 'thoughtful' and 'solicitous' comment...
it's like a virus...
but if it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger...

Happy Birthday Anis, Kak Amrien & Kak Iffah..

I have a friend...
her name is Anis...
this is her...
isn't she beautiful??
*hehheh kidding..lol*


yesterday was her birthday...
so I just want to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIS
may GOD bless you
wish you all the happiness
may all your dreams come true

btw..there are two other people who have the same birthday as my friend..
they are my seniors....lol
*ahh you guys are going back this december..gotta miss you guys a lot..other seniors too*
to my dearest Kak Amrien and Kak Iffah...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
may GOD bless you
wish you all the happiness
may all your dreams come true


*hahah same jek ucapan...just wanna be fair..lol*
btw..that's kak syal in the middle..kak amrien on the left, and kak iffah on the right...huhu

hopefully you guys had the most meaningful and unforgettable birthday this year

~~the end~~

emo..

ahh dah malam2 nie....rase nak emo la plak...isy..aku bengang la plak ngan 'seseorang' nie...nak kate member, okla..memang member pon..tapi kadang2 naek menyampah plak eden....aku nie suke ym, pas2 sesape la yg nak ckp ngan aku, aku layan jek..even bz pon cakap sket la..bgtau jek aku bz, pas2 stop la...kirenye ader courtesy la, mane tau org tu ader pape masalah, nak mintak tolong kite kan..kite jawab la jugak..tp yg kurg gemar nie, biler xpasal2 nak 'invi' plak..aisy~~mmg la certain org suke invi sebab xnak diganggu tp at least aku paham la niat diorg..tp yg sorg nie...isy2...gaye mcm nak avoid aku la plak...gaye mcm die ni over-the-top la kan..ingat aku nak sgt ckp ngan die...ingat die feymes meletop ar...hahaha suke ati la labu...kalau xnak ckap ngan saye yg hampeh nie, xpela...xde ruginye pon...baek aku layn org laen yg beratur 'buzz' aku....*hahaha exaggerate la plak*...xpe2..tgk la nanti, kalau die buzz, aku buat xlayan jek..aku plak buat2 invi..hhahah hamik~~bukan jual mahal, tapi sakit hati...ter'kesok' ati hambo...

others and me..

different people view things differently...
the things that I am ashamed of can be things that others are proud of..
things that I will keep to myself can be things that people wish others should hear...

well I guess..that's how the world works....
if only everyone has the same way of thinking...
there won't be good and bad people...
no wise and stupid people..
hahah no war..I guess...

well at least, that's what makes us different...
maybe we just don't belong together...
we can't be in the same team..
we will never be at the same side...
I won't be at your side..same as you will never be on mine...
and knowing that...knowing that I'm at the other end..
somehow relieved me....
I'm glad...I'm thankful...I'm grateful..
I'm proud to say that...
I'm just proud to be ME

thinking..

hmmm I've been thinking too much lately..
which resulted to my frequent mood swing..
*haha maybe dark choc can help..
s*** I hate dark choc, hmm gotta find other solution then*
okay back to the topic...
why,why does everything happen not according to my plan, or at least my wish??
everytime something happens,
I won't be satisfied...
I won't be happy...

ahhh I want to be the old me....
the one that brightens up toko's life...
*hahah if the Macqs dunno wth I am talking about, then it means that you're not in Pam's meeting last week..lol*
I want to be the one that makes people happy..
I don't want to depend on other people to be happy...

ahhh just one solution...
STOP THINKING!!!!
hahaha maybe just stop thinking of unneccessary stuffs...
focus on important things like ASSIGNMENTS duh~~
ahhh~~~

~~the end~~

Team MSA 888

hahaha I myself can't believe it..
yeah I joined MSA's futsal team...
why??
maybe because there's not enough people...lol
but mostly because I want to...
ahhaha since Yaty *my sis* joined her Uni's team *which was few years back..ahhaha*
did we win?
yeah, I wish...but still, it was fun....
fyi, I'm the keeper...hahaha
see that gloves?? *got it from the guys..hehehe thanks Ash*

introducing....
Team MSA 888
what does 888 stands for??
hmmm what about, I dunno??
hahaha seriously... *straight face*



hehehh that's the gloves I'm talking about...


any prize??
hahaha what about a bruised knee and another one at the arm??
hehehe thanks to whoever kicked the ball yesterday...
*I didn't catch who did it...too focused on the ball....hahah yeah right~~*


am I going to join it again??
hahah of course....
plus I got nothing else to do..
*except for LING253 and LING216 assignments...ahhhh I'm sooo LAZY-with capital letters*
plus, right now I'm drawn to Iljimae...Lee Junki is such a good actor...love him to death....
Junki-sshi, no more crying please...I have no more tears left...

~~the end~~

tragedy..

omo....it's the 1st day of Raya...
what happen??
heheheh I got flu...
this is the first time *officially* I got flu in Sydney...
what a great timing..
I lost my smelling and tasting senses...lol
did it reduce my consumption of food???
hahah I wish... *rolls eyes*
this made me ate a lot more than usual so that I can actually taste the food..hahah
but then, God gave us sickness because He loves us...
YAY~~~~

still...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to my family back in Malaysia
Mak, Ayah, Kak Rin, Abg Jeff, Yaty, Abg Halim, Nana *and bf...not officially considered family yet*, Adik *and the gang*, Zharif, Khalisya, and the nameless BABY
*omo..this is my first time raya without them..miss them a lot*
hahah yeah...I cried...uwaaa~~
and to all my friends and people who knew me..
Sorry to everything I've done in the past..hehehehh
0-0

gotta go to sleep now...
*I just took my medicine and everything is spinning right now..I'm seeing double*
will be back with more Raya picspam...

the end~~