others and me..

different people view things differently...
the things that I am ashamed of can be things that others are proud of..
things that I will keep to myself can be things that people wish others should hear...

well I guess..that's how the world works....
if only everyone has the same way of thinking...
there won't be good and bad people...
no wise and stupid people..
hahah no war..I guess...

well at least, that's what makes us different...
maybe we just don't belong together...
we can't be in the same team..
we will never be at the same side...
I won't be at your side..same as you will never be on mine...
and knowing that...knowing that I'm at the other end..
somehow relieved me....
I'm glad...I'm thankful...I'm grateful..
I'm proud to say that...
I'm just proud to be ME

thinking..

hmmm I've been thinking too much lately..
which resulted to my frequent mood swing..
*haha maybe dark choc can help..
s*** I hate dark choc, hmm gotta find other solution then*
okay back to the topic...
why,why does everything happen not according to my plan, or at least my wish??
everytime something happens,
I won't be satisfied...
I won't be happy...

ahhh I want to be the old me....
the one that brightens up toko's life...
*hahah if the Macqs dunno wth I am talking about, then it means that you're not in Pam's meeting last week..lol*
I want to be the one that makes people happy..
I don't want to depend on other people to be happy...

ahhh just one solution...
STOP THINKING!!!!
hahaha maybe just stop thinking of unneccessary stuffs...
focus on important things like ASSIGNMENTS duh~~
ahhh~~~

~~the end~~

Team MSA 888

hahaha I myself can't believe it..
yeah I joined MSA's futsal team...
why??
maybe because there's not enough people...lol
but mostly because I want to...
ahhaha since Yaty *my sis* joined her Uni's team *which was few years back..ahhaha*
did we win?
yeah, I wish...but still, it was fun....
fyi, I'm the keeper...hahaha
see that gloves?? *got it from the guys..hehehe thanks Ash*

introducing....
Team MSA 888
what does 888 stands for??
hmmm what about, I dunno??
hahaha seriously... *straight face*



hehehh that's the gloves I'm talking about...


any prize??
hahaha what about a bruised knee and another one at the arm??
hehehe thanks to whoever kicked the ball yesterday...
*I didn't catch who did it...too focused on the ball....hahah yeah right~~*


am I going to join it again??
hahah of course....
plus I got nothing else to do..
*except for LING253 and LING216 assignments...ahhhh I'm sooo LAZY-with capital letters*
plus, right now I'm drawn to Iljimae...Lee Junki is such a good actor...love him to death....
Junki-sshi, no more crying please...I have no more tears left...

~~the end~~

tragedy..

omo....it's the 1st day of Raya...
what happen??
heheheh I got flu...
this is the first time *officially* I got flu in Sydney...
what a great timing..
I lost my smelling and tasting senses...lol
did it reduce my consumption of food???
hahah I wish... *rolls eyes*
this made me ate a lot more than usual so that I can actually taste the food..hahah
but then, God gave us sickness because He loves us...
YAY~~~~

still...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to my family back in Malaysia
Mak, Ayah, Kak Rin, Abg Jeff, Yaty, Abg Halim, Nana *and bf...not officially considered family yet*, Adik *and the gang*, Zharif, Khalisya, and the nameless BABY
*omo..this is my first time raya without them..miss them a lot*
hahah yeah...I cried...uwaaa~~
and to all my friends and people who knew me..
Sorry to everything I've done in the past..hehehehh
0-0

gotta go to sleep now...
*I just took my medicine and everything is spinning right now..I'm seeing double*
will be back with more Raya picspam...

the end~~