of home, work and family...

ahhh it's been a blast....these few weeks..i've been hanging around, with nothing much to do...more like NOTHING to do.....wake up every morning thinking of what meal is on the table, then think about what's on tv...what should i watch...later, just lazying around...afternoon nap...chatting with my sometimes-annoying-sister...playing with my nieces and nephew *yeah all of them are here*....then later at night, wait for mr. bf to call and told each other what we've been doing the whole day...hehehe

just a few more weeks, everything will be different...i'll finally know where i'll be posted, where to teach...hopefully somewhere near....i don't think i can survive working somewhere far from home....i seriously need the support and motivation from my beloved family......plus, why would i leave this place...it would be a hassle to move out...=P

lonely no more...

finally, my blog comeback....been awhile since i last updated...tp ni kire comeback mantap ah..sebab dah status baru pon...weeee~~~

never knew it will happen....in such a short period of time...
never expected who it would be...
never expected how we'll get to know each other...
never expected it to bloom so quickly...
but things happen when you least expect them......

i'm officially with someone now...it took years for me to be in a relationship....have seen most of my friends with their special someone...looking at them sometimes with envy or even piss-off cause they are so happy....just hoping for my time to come, for my time to have that special person too....but thank God, this is it....

so, i'll definitely treasure this moment....
will definitely cherish him....
try to be the best that i can be....
and just enjoy the happiness and the joy that i'm feeling right now...

old or new?

kinda miss the 'old' me
will try to find 'her'
that's if.......I can
sigh~~

.......

so much for my happy ending

hmmm....

should I say hi or not???
in the end...
just smile
*that's the only thing i could come out with at that time..lols*

i miss you

you?
who??
i miss my blog....
it's been almost or was it more than a month since i last wrote here...
so many things to do, so many stuff to handle *unnecessary stuff that is*....
but yeah, i miss writing and crap-ing here...more like rambling about my sad, lonely, pathetic life..
ahhh ok i made it sound so bad....hahaha
life is not that bad..well if you think using unlocked toilet door, no kepala paip for our sink, looking at 'someone' from far and keep thinking the 'what if?' questions all the time in your head as fine...
but then life must go on....
there's no turning back...
just step forward and seize the moment *carpe diem came into my mind*
weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~