you don't know me

words of wisdom

2011-09-02T12:31:00.000-07:00

the moment i think of 'WHAT IF' might just be the moment when i stop living in the present and wish for something that i don't deserve

YOU

2011-09-01T12:25:00.000-07:00

you care too much
i'm just afraid i can't give back

you love too much
i'm just afraid what i offer isn't as much

your thoughtfulness and protectiveness know no limit
while mine, there's always walls and borders

teach me always
guide me forward
for i am imperfect, just being me

happy me

2011-07-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

i want to be like this
ALWAYS

sick..

2011-07-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

the thing i hate most whenever i travel is getting sick
i still remember that time when i was in japan, i got sick
it was just an 11days vacation, so every second counts
but then again,we've been travelling A LOT..from north to south and vice versa
whats with the super cold as low as -6 degrees and sometimes a tad warm

so i end up like this
red nose, dizzy, and of course cranky and easily annoyed at things
but i couldn't care less about it
tried to make everything counts so i just got up and do it like nothing happens
like i'm all well and healthy
and it works!
yay
but after that short vacation, i fell sick for almost a week
blame the weather...grrr
thank god i was in malaysia by that time
but that's me,always trying to put up a good front in front of everyone

I MISS YOU

2011-06-26T06:47:00.001-07:00

i've said these words countless times today
and to different people too

..i miss u..

once i said it,makes me misses them 1000x more
distance does make me suffer
makes me become this vulnerable,fragile person that i never knew i could be
but in a way
it keeps me closer to those important to me
it makes me realize that they are people out there who care and think about me as much as i did for them

my muse

2011-06-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

SHE IS............
my pillar
my strength
my backbone
my moral support
my banker
my financial advisor
my personal counselor
my tailor
my cook
my source of laughter
and the one who wipes my tears away
she was, is and will always be
my muse
my everything

and the best part of it is
she is my
EMAK

*thanks for putting up with all my nonsense esp for these past few weeks*

Entry #01

2011-06-13T03:46:00.000-07:00

i've always heard this..
a picture speaks a thousand words..
so i am gonna start this..
A PICTURE A DAY
pictures taken from my past and present..
just to reminisce what i've done, remembering back those wonderful/bad times..
just to get to know of myself...=))

very first picture would be..

came across this pic today...
it was taken during my first year in sydney..should be on autumn 08...when i look back at this, i LOL at that big collar..i was like, "woah, why did i wear that"...and wif sneakers too...haha no fashion sense at all eh..but one thing for sure,that long coat is super comfy..knitted maaa...and yes it made me look slimmer...no wonder i wear it..=P
i think i passed it down to a junior before i went back coz i obviously can't wear it here...one thing i LOVE about being overseas is the fact that i can wear those thick clothing and always keep my hands in the pocket when it's cold..i obviously prefer cold weather =)))

lovey dovey 101

2011-06-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

i always thought i would be the 'jiwang' one when i'm in a relationship..turns out i was the exact opposite..honestly,don't know why but i'm a bit shy to act all lovey dovey..unless there's some kind of monsoon or hormonal attack influenced me...heheh

but he on the other hand...=))))
his favourite questions would be...
sayang saye x?
how much?
arini sayang x?

him: do u love me?
me: hmmm...
him: so..i take it as NO....
me: hmmm...yess
him: yess??? what??
me: alaaaa..ngade2
him: say it..
me: yes, love u...
him: hehe just asking, tho i know the answer..=P

my very own emo-inducer...
not sure if the word inducer is even correctly use..just came up with that the other day..hahahha....
why emo-inducer? go figure..
obviously coz he always makes me emo most of the time
thank God, he knows how to comfort me too..=P

a very SAD saturday T__T

2011-04-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

it was a crazy saturday
was hoping to go to KL *just because of you-know-who* but i couldn't
was intending to make a progress on my 4AK's literature lesson but the students didn't focus
was supposed to go on with the drama practice but the students went back early
in short, everything went wrong that day
indeed a SAD-day

started the day happily, hoping for it to be a good day
but slowly it took a turn *a bad turn*
called my mom around 9.30am and asked for permission..
she almost said yes but after i talked to dad, he strictly said no
nothing i said can change his mind
so it was basically a straight NO from him

after that i went into class...and the boys made me angry
i ranted like a bitch, i talked loud like i was teaching kindergartners..
but the boys just chatted with their friends...
i was already in a bad mood after what they did i just can't take it..
i stormed off right after my time ended and i don't even know if they realized how angry i was

then i went for drama practice *after i sent some kids to the stadium for band practice*
only half was there, and most of them were restless, waiting for the bell..
i was like "hell, if i can make time for this, why can't them?"
if i can sacrifice my time, if i can put off my rest, if i can go out and get back to school and wait some more until THEY finally have time for practice
WHY CAN'T THEM

after that i ranted about my day to the other teacher
she's also a new teacher so basically she understands me and knows how i feel
then i went straight home..can't think of anything
i don't even how i'm feeling that time
i was being indifferent
so i slept the afternoon off
woke up at 6.00 pm
took a shower and waited for the maghrib prayers
then at 7.30 i went to Giant
made a short stop for each-a-cup
on the move again for Jusco Tebrau

arrived at Jusco Tebrau and was supposed to look for dinner, a belt and grammar book
but i ended up going shopping
managed to buy 2 shirts, 2 blouses, 1 belt, some food
spent more than i should
but who cares??
i just needed to release all this stress inside
needed to do something that i like and not because someone told me to

while i was shopping, i received a call from emak, asking me how i was
i was mad, i shouldn't, but i did
poor emak, she almost cried because she was too worried about me
well, after dad said no.. i didn't call her
and when she called earlier i talked nonchalantly and sort of refused to talk to her
after that call, i regretted what i did
said sorry and promised that i'll be allright and will be home early
talk a bit more with mom and we were in good terms again in no time
felt good afterwards

and yes got a short lecture from him later that night
well what i did to emak was definitely wrong
he tried to make me feel better, and he succeed
he made awkward and sometimes-not-so-funny-joke but i laughed
we had a good,comforting talk for quite some time
and i slowly started to think back about everything that happened

not everything will go as we planned
but that's where it gets interesting
UNPLANNED , SPONTANEITY
that's makes life fun and gives us something to look forward to
i should always tell myself that
so i will!!!

life may not go as we want
but enjoy the moment
seize the day
CARPE DIEM

william and kate

2011-04-24T07:47:00.001-07:00

okkkkkayyyyy, this is definitely wedding of the year...huh of the decade maybe since they are after all the British Royals....
but seriously i have nothing bad against them...they may have been through ups and downs but then again, who doesn't???
he's so charming and good looking *but he may look a bit too old for his own age*
and she's so beautiful..with those catwalk-body and superb dresses...just love her

so just hoping for the best for both of them
they've been through a lot and let them have their own 'forever ever after'
may God bless the king..hehehe

MH project is on bebeyh!!!

2011-04-16T19:14:00.000-07:00

since I'm quite free this week...
i'm thinking of starting my very own project
*nope, it has nothing to do with work, PPGB, or whatever serious shit that I need to deal with at work*
hehehe would like to call it my "MH Project"
nothing big but very personal to me..
dedicated to none other than...haha some-may-know-who =P

just a teaser...

hopefully it will finish on time considering all those things that I have to handle at work and yes of course my very own life *that needs extra attention from me =S*

that's it then..officially starts yesterday and the dateline would be on 25th May 2011
go go bayah!!!

pibg meeting is so BORING!!!

2011-03-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

on one lovely supposed-to-be-my-off-day saturday, we teachers were forced to attend school for the ever-so-lovely PIBG meeting...since it was such an informative meeting,cool and awesome i end up like this at 9.00am

thanks to my dearest fren, Sha who was too preoccupied with her new phone that she left me all alone listening to the stupid speech, she managed to take a pic of this very appropriate in-a-school-event pose...thank god no teachers saw me in this state or else i would have lost my awesome-image..=P

and now that i'm wide awake, it's camwhore session...juz like school kids, we chose the last row seats..haha easy-and-super-fast access to the exit, no students will see my tido-pose and yes, such a good place for self-cam time...thank god the meeting ended at 1.00pm...grabbed a cornetto mcflurry and went straight home...zzzZZzzz~~~

pasir gudang oh pasir gudang...

2011-03-12T00:01:00.000-08:00

been here for quite some times..almost a month, even received our first paycheck *but no allowance T__T*..so far, my never0ending-workload, sadness and tension outweigh the happiness and laughter i had since been posted here...but then again, need to be thankful as my loved ones *almost all* have set foot here just to show that they care and love me so much.....

first, of course my beloved mom and dad..on our briefing day, they sent me all the way to pasir gudang, clean my house and of course tidy it up as well..well i'm obviously 24 but mom and dad still did all that to me..they even stayed til 11pm..well mom would love to sleep at my place but yeah if they had stayed, i would definitely force them to wait till i'm done with work on the next day...poor folks, dah tue pon kene layan anak manja cmni... but me <3 them so much!!! then, of course nana would come and her will-be-hubby-very-soon..hehe my so-called-twin-sister and amad..tho i may not be the real reason for her staying, it meant a lot..planned on staying for a night but just for her lil sis, she stayed for 2 nights and dropped me of at work..spent our sleepover talking till late and night, and not forgetting our ustaz amirul session...hehe do come here more often....

pesta layang-layang..my other sis, yaty used this reason to come..but i would rather put myself as the real reason for her presence in PG..and of course with her little bundle of joy our dearie raihan and her super awesome maktuk and atuk..oh my god, atuk was really enjoying his time at pesta layang2...he was the most excited one and tho there was hardly enough wind to fly the kite, he still played with it..we had to actually fake tiredness *not really* just to make him stop playing...spent the night at dorsett hotel..nice one and yes, fighting time over dinner and choosing the place to eat...on the next day, stopped by at singgah selalu and had our sumptuous lunch...then of course, they left..

and yes, mak bee even got the time to tease dear raihan..hehehe *evil laugh*

last but not least, my beloved mr caring..well he's definitely the latest edition to my very own circle of people-i-love-most-in-my-life...he came here yesterday..got on the bus around 8.30am from kl, arrived here at 1.30pm...then left PG on the last bus at 11.30pm and was back in kl around 6am...my oh my, well what's more can i ask for rite...he's more than willing to come here to see me and yes, help release all my tension away *kelas tambahan on hols is definitely not fun weh*...spent time at City Square and just lazy-ing around makan2...realized how much i miss him tho we've only been apart for lil more than a month...watched a movie together *since we kept whining about how we haven't watch a movie together*..towards the end of the night, started feeling sad and talking less..and he realized it..at first, i can see his surprise since i rarely keep quiet and always talk a lot...but yeah, we had such an awesome time yesterday tho both of us were quite tired...really appreciate him coming here for me and i'm already looking forward for his future visit here....

well, i finally have some sweet and beautiful memories with my loved ones here in PG..shud be happier and think less of other shits that might happen later in the future...and yes, of course i'm expecting more visits from these people here namely my eldest sis kak rin and family and lil sis, adik..hehe they shud come and make me laugh....so that i won't think too much of my work..teacher bahiah needs some love here...weeee~~~

@JOHOR

2011-01-26T10:59:00.000-08:00

oh yeah...the school placement for us humble teachers is out
and guess what???
I got sent back to home sweet home.....*cue drum rolls*....
JOHOR!!!!!!

hehehe am really hoping to be posted to muar...
to be exact...to that not-so-far-only-few-minutes-drive-school....
reasons?
1. Close to home
*easier for any sort of trouble since i'm a bit clumsy sometimes, leaving stuff at home*
2. Close to someone i know
one of my school friends, mariam is currently a teacher there and she just started this year..there's no harm in having our own friend *someone we knew* right...
3. Save money...
*we need that for stationary and photocopying worksheets ok...hehe don't wanna ruin my life-plan which includes getting my own car in like 2012 or maybe getting h****ed on 2013...weee and yeah, just because i wanna hear some ka-ching*

more reasons can be listed out but everything is in God's hand...I can only plan, but He already has set out the journey for me...just hope that everything will start off well, with no trouble *or getting depressed to early*.....insyaAllah I'll be a good teacher...bringing out the best in me...

Sam Tsui..latest sensation..

2011-01-09T21:48:00.000-08:00

SAM TSUI

i've heard of this name for quite some time..
but finally i got to know him *google can do wonder..=P*
so is he like the new and the latest sensation nowadays??
he got looks *the boy next door kins of guy and a bit gay-ish to me*, cute smile, splendid voice, and also brain *he's in Yale*...
when i watched his "Firework & Grenade mashup", I did lol a bit cause he looks like he's gonna explode and jump off from that chair anytime...the veins on his neck look like it's gonna pop up and he surely look like he's about to die...but i love his voice..superb!!! just give him any songs, i think he would nail it...

first saw him on my friends' FB and blog...
then start youtube-ing him and listen to his songs...
mostly covers of famous songs...but seriously it's worth listening and sometimes better than the original cover..hehehhe
so he's Chinese American...
i've always have soft spot for English speaking asian guys..i find them hot that way..especially those without the accent...heheh

basically, i'm just into his work now and i'm sooooo going to download his songs *covers, mashup, etc...though sometimes the mashup piece might give me a headache*

of home, work and family...

2010-12-15T05:39:00.000-08:00

ahhh it's been a blast....these few weeks..i've been hanging around, with nothing much to do...more like NOTHING to do.....wake up every morning thinking of what meal is on the table, then think about what's on tv...what should i watch...later, just lazying around...afternoon nap...chatting with my sometimes-annoying-sister...playing with my nieces and nephew *yeah all of them are here*....then later at night, wait for mr. bf to call and told each other what we've been doing the whole day...hehehe

just a few more weeks, everything will be different...i'll finally know where i'll be posted, where to teach...hopefully somewhere near....i don't think i can survive working somewhere far from home....i seriously need the support and motivation from my beloved family......plus, why would i leave this place...it would be a hassle to move out...=P

lonely no more...

2010-11-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

finally, my blog comeback....been awhile since i last updated...tp ni kire comeback mantap ah..sebab dah status baru pon...weeee~~~

never knew it will happen....in such a short period of time...
never expected who it would be...
never expected how we'll get to know each other...
never expected it to bloom so quickly...
but things happen when you least expect them......

i'm officially with someone now...it took years for me to be in a relationship....have seen most of my friends with their special someone...looking at them sometimes with envy or even piss-off cause they are so happy....just hoping for my time to come, for my time to have that special person too....but thank God, this is it....

so, i'll definitely treasure this moment....
will definitely cherish him....
try to be the best that i can be....
and just enjoy the happiness and the joy that i'm feeling right now...

old or new?

2010-05-16T03:30:00.000-07:00

kinda miss the 'old' me
will try to find 'her'
that's if.......I can
sigh~~

.......

2010-05-05T16:35:00.000-07:00

so much for my happy ending

hmmm....

2010-02-05T00:44:00.000-08:00

should I say hi or not???
in the end...
just smile
*that's the only thing i could come out with at that time..lols*

i miss you

2010-01-27T10:24:00.000-08:00

you?
who??
i miss my blog....
it's been almost or was it more than a month since i last wrote here...
so many things to do, so many stuff to handle *unnecessary stuff that is*....
but yeah, i miss writing and crap-ing here...more like rambling about my sad, lonely, pathetic life..
ahhh ok i made it sound so bad....hahaha
life is not that bad..well if you think using unlocked toilet door, no kepala paip for our sink, looking at 'someone' from far and keep thinking the 'what if?' questions all the time in your head as fine...
but then life must go on....
there's no turning back...
just step forward and seize the moment *carpe diem came into my mind*
weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~

the result of boredom

2009-12-04T02:35:00.000-08:00

tade keje...maen picnik..weee~~~

xlawa pon..tp dulik hape..weee~~

Share Happiness

2009-11-22T07:20:00.000-08:00

This is just..beautiful

credit: Elle Korea

female version of...

2009-11-19T04:41:00.000-08:00

I'm not girlish.....
used to dress slobbishly *lols* and would definitely prefer shirts+jeans+sneakers..like everywhere I go..
heheh but i'm trying to change..
like kak mard's said..'dah tue pon..berubah la ke arah kewanitaan'
so..what style should i go with??

heeeheh been looking and surfing korean blogs+DBSK updates and found this..

looks nice..i LOVE the checkered tops..but then too sexy..lols...my parents would go crazy later...
and the heels..damn, do u think i can wear dat without falling in like every step?? gayat ok tinggi2...hehe i salute those girls la~~~
actually, it's the female version of Jaejoong style...
*the power of fangirls, they can even came up with these kind of stuffs*

since i HEART dat guy..of course i like the style....lols

but then..i like this one better..heheh
it's female version of changmin...lols
i think it's cuter or more teenager-like than the previous style..hehe

so which one should i go with??
or should i stick with shirt+jeans+sneakers?
hehehe~~

Heaven's Postman

2009-11-09T08:31:00.000-08:00

finally..the release of Heaven's Postman
*ok..some call it Postman of Heaven..watever, idc*

they both look so good together...
the trailer is nice...
the review is ok..
audience response...haha no need to say~~ it got high rate for advanced screening...go jae!!

but dear mushroom head..haha u need a cut i think..the fringe is kinda long..and damn, jae looks chubby *due to his menganggur-ing state maybe, like chong said*

ahhhhh I really want to watch it...let's just hope for early dvd release *which I doubt*....hopefully by jan or feb next year...

Jaejoong hwaiting~~~!!~~

sudah sudah!!!

2009-10-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

ke city sudah..ke MC pon sudah...DFO juga sudah....jadi sudah2 la tu bayah...dah cukup la tu beli barang2 nye....hehehe..

penat berjalan,
kaki melecet,
duet habis beriban riban...
podah, cet@!#$!!

hahaha that was my lame*ini bukan lama atau long yer, ini LAME* attempt at pantun....setakat ni barang2 sume dah cukup kot nak bawak balik...tinggal souvenirs jek..tp nak kasi sape jek pong....family terdekat last year dah melambak kot...tp tape, mak kate masih ader ruang di fridge nak letak magnet...hehehe so beli jela dalam lagi 20-30 keping....kalau ader lebih, bley kasi jiran tetangge yer x....

huhuhu pasni kene setel kan esaimen lagi 3 tu, test satu...pastu kene packing barang, stat fikir pasal shipping plak,then nak jual barang kat bakal2 junior...sigh~~ macam2 bende kene fikir rupenye...duet tepon yg sampai februari tu lagi, duet shipping, duet rent....duet, duet, duet!!! napela xbley swipe pakai card credit monopoly tu jek kan..alangkah seronoknye....argghhh@#$!!! malas malas........

tp yg penting, kene berenti menabur duet ke kedai2 di sydney ini..sudah sudah..menabunglah demi masa depan, wpon lambat lagi nak kawen *haha calon tarak~~*.......simpan duet nak keje..xmau la menjadi anak termahal di abad ini~~~ hehe akan diusahakan.....

ayah saye..

2009-10-22T03:35:00.000-07:00

haha bace blog adik..pastu ader gambar ayah ku yang hot....oh cik rudy bergossip ngan uncle mokhtar rupenye..nak bincang pasal kebun ke bertukar resepi rahsia??? ayah saye yg landing kat tiang tu la...ngan kain pelikat tige suku, stylo ok...

oh ye, ayah saye mmg peramah...dulu die la hero taman sebab umah sebelah kami adalah anak2 dara cina yg suke mengacau ayah..ayah cikgu automotif, so kalau kete xbley stat jek panggil ayah...kadang2 nak parking kete pon boleh mintak tolong...bayangkan la, even burung lepas pon panggil ayah...ingat bapakku hero kampung dusun ke?....tp xpe, ayah saye suke membantu org..hehe raye cine dapat coklat ngan limau sekotak...so no problem..just call him...he's on-call 24/7...ingat doc jek on-call??? tidak tidak..ayah saye on-call wat...huhuhuhu..kesimpulannye di sini, saye rindu ayah saye....hehhe ayah yg kalau kat tepon seperti ilang ilham nak cakap ape...segan2 plak becakap ngan kite...xpe yah, saye byk idea nak cakap..ayah layan jek saye ok...huhuhu i miss u la uncle rudy...see you ok...lagi 2bulan jek..nanti kite cuti pusing2 satu msia ok...ayah belanje pakai duet pencen..huhu~~~~

Confession of a Friend

2009-10-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

Confession of a Friend

It’s been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I’ve been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I’d rather protect you,
although I don’t know if it will make it better…

This time I’ll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it’s a blessing
Whenever you say let’s never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but…

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn’t say it)
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

a/n: this song is actually an old song by 2AM...but i just got the chance to hear it...thanks to Dream Concert..it's just, so sad...ahhh~~~

bye bye..

2009-10-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

every beginning has its end...but it's not the end...it's just another beginning for my never ending journey....finish my study here, pack my stuff, leave few memories here and there...and tada, back at step one...another year in IPBA..then work...ahhhh cepatnye...not even a glance, not even a wink...my life just pass me by.....any regrets? duhh of course there is....but let's just live life to the fullest...life is not as cruel as it seems...

*ok..what i wrote is just full of crap..haha but dunno why, just feel like i need to get it out of my system..lol*

Dong Bang update seriously

2009-10-17T06:30:00.000-07:00

omg omg...finally I got my hand on at least ONE of their COUNTLESS appearances for Colors...well my friend and I was on a mission to get their CD Data mag, last month issue *which was sold out in just ONE FUCKING DAY here in Sydney*..but yeah, we didn't get it...so we *well more like she did everything..lol* tried again this time with Pati Pati ....obviously coz they got pin-up poster duhh~~~and yay..we did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and guess wat..there's this 2 pictures *full page* of Kato Kazuki!!!!he's too hot...omo he was seriously not that hot in drama..lol

soo going to put this poster on top of my bed...so i can go to sleep watching it and wake up to it also..*mushy much~~~* another thing..my Colors copy is here...thank you so much to my dearie Chong...babe I got Chun's card!!!! *jealous??? lol* but thanks!!! I LOVE IT <3

and before that...I already received my very ANTICIPATED The Secret Code DVD Tour....omo, the whole 3++ hours are too priceless...each moment is just ahhh indescribable..well maybe coz of all these crap of them disbanding/fighting and all, it's just overwhelming....and they are GOOD..i mean DAMN GOOD...eventhough yoochun's too husky screams kinda annoy me at some point, still their voices are just AMAZING.... and I got it on my ipod also and it becomes my bed-time story now...need to get a dose of TSC every night before i go to sleep....ehehehe

and no, I didn't buy two...lols I'm not that fanatic ok...but yeah, it was a great buy..yay!!!!!!and there it is...my Dong Bang updates..dun tell me i didn't warn you hehehe~~~~

me <3>

Three Rivers

2009-10-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

watched Three Rivers last nite..
tbh..for the sake of Daniel Henney only..
well it's kinda hard to ignore that hotness..lol
just typical medical drama...
one hard-headed doc..ok i dun think i remember what his name was..
one flirty womanizer..damn hawt weh..david lee..oh henney~~
and one female lead..ok she's Shane from the L word..she looks weird with long hair..i mean she used to be the boyish type and all....
but yeah, it's just the 1st ep..who knows it will get better later rite...
like this korean drama i watched..omo, i'm stuck to it..and i haven't download the rest of the eps..like another 13 f**king ep...ahhh!!!!
btw..will watch Three Rivers again next week..hopefully, i'll like it...coz it's been awhile since i'm actually glued to my tv..like when they still air Grey's, Brothers & Sisters or Heroes on tv...then again, 2 and a half men is back...so maybe i'll just stick to that...eehheeh

wish me luck for tomorrow's presentation...
william...i **** you~~

pelik..

2009-10-10T01:37:00.000-07:00

...anda tidak penting bg saye...
..jadi jgn la over..
*love peace, no war*

MALAYSIA

2009-10-06T23:13:00.000-07:00

nak balik Malaysia sudah....
siap buat diskusi hangat before decide the exact date...
pam pam pam~~~~~
12 DEC 09....
bye bye Sydney =( hola Malaysia!!!!!!!

hepi hepi gak...tp byk bende kot kene fikir sebenarnye...

1. kene siapkan esaimen dulu..*tp baru perasan, this sem is less hectic than the previous one..uhu*
8th Oct = Microteaching..*yes students...let's learn SIMILE..oh yeah merepek*
13th Oct = Reflection on Microteaching.... *800words jek...boleh boleh..huhu*
15th Oct = EDUC 343 group posters...*mari kite buat bersama wahai syairah bilik sebelah..*
5th Nov = EDUC 391 in-class test...*ahhh malas membace*
10th Nov = LING 316...*ahh ntah berapa ribu words pon tatau..jauh lagi tu nak anto*
13th Nov = EDUC343 Photo+3pages essay *ah kamera tarak.bagaimanakah..*...LING 316 Poster presentation *haisy..poster lagi..kompem pakai kertas sem lepas..haha ntah2 points pn cilok jek*

2. kene start packing barang....uwaaa cmne nak nak anto balik...ntah2 nanti anto barang, mak ayah pening..gaye mcm kene beli umah lagi sebijik..stor kat umah pon cam dah xmuat..huhu ini kalau antar printer balik, cukup la sorg satu kat umah..siap mak satu, ayah satu, budak raihan yg xsampai setahun pon boleh dapat satu dah......seb baek xbeli speaker, kalau x mak mesti bsing...xreti nak berkongsi anak2 die nie...hehehehe....

ini pon kalu bley, kipas2 sume nak anto balik, tp kerek no la tu.....huhu...buku *2-3 bijik jek ader* ngan kertas2 ni tatau la nak buang mane...kalau bakar ni, boleh stat kebakaran utan ke ek?.....haisy, ngan tv ape sume ni...sape nak???? lelong2.....amik tv dapat tempat hang baju skali...hehehe kalau baik, jaket2 pon aku kasik free...tade sape nak pakai dah ni...

3. ahhh jgn dilupe, souvenir utk jiran tetangge...huhuhu last year, mmg beli utk kaum kerabat jek..itu pon xtermasok sedara mara...haha kasi adik beradik sndiri jek..pastu mak ayah...taun ni xbeli ape pon lagi..utk yg muda remaja, nana n adik tu dah lepas..tinggal kakak2 berumur jek...hehehehe nak beli mende la ek....nanti utk budak2 kecik tu lagi....haisy..windu windu...ini yg kene kasi hadiah spesel ni, tp pape hal...tunggu duet dulu yer...hehe poket semakin kering, wallet semakin nipis....bilekah elaun akan datang? duet dalam bank tinggal 40sen jek tolak duet umah 14 oct ni..*huhu serious xtipu*....apela nak makan 40sen tu ek....makan roti expired ajo la....huhu *buat aksi sedih...mintak2 mak bace ...hahha*

4. last but not least, final trip around sydney...yihaa!!!! esaimen sume malas nak pikir, tp excited duk pikir pasal nak bejalan...haisy, blue mountain pon xsampai lagi cmne nie....NZ nun smpai dah, tp melbourne pon xjejak...tmpat laen xyah cakap la...huhuhu watever la yg pntg tunggu duet...huhu pastu sakan ..yay~~~~

ahhh mcm2 bende fikir...patotnye siapkan esaimen dulu...dah la esok kot..haisy, bayah bayah...ape nak jadi la ko ni bayah...berubah la..huhu~~

berangan...

2009-10-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

byk sgt tgk movies and dramas....menyebabkan tahap ke-berangan-an diri ini semakin meninggi (bayah, 2009)

yesterday was cold...well thanks to the continuous rain from friday I think.....
when i looked out the window...well wat do u expect?
1. Harry Potter on his broom on the way to Hogwarts?
2. Optimus Prime rise from the swimming pool?
3. Mary Poppins and her umbrella dancing in the rain?
4. DBSK singing their hearts out in front of my house?

hahaha nothing...just rain..with star-less sky.....
well..how i wish i can see any of those things *points at the list above* in real life...
that's why i said....tahap ke-berangan-an sudah berada di tahap membimbangkan....
maybe rindu sangat kat malaysia or...overdose kuih raya...lols~~

aku dan teh ais

2009-09-27T05:16:00.001-07:00

Mfest~~
ape yg best?
One Buck Short? biase jek....
menang raffle? haisy..dapat food voucher pon, katenye xhalal, aigoo....
mamat2 kacak? biase jek...sume pura2 hangat ader la...*tp ade gak..huhu*
ahhh bende utama yg ditunggu2 di Mfest...
tadaaaaa~~~

TEH AIS!!!~~!!!!!!

hahaha boleh jek beli kat Mamak or Uncle Sam or Cafe Kasturi..tp xslalu pi
kirenye dah alang2 menari kat Mfest..beli la skali......
skali ke? oh tidak..*geleng2 kepala*....2 kali yer
1st time beli...rasenye agak kureng....
2nd time beli...*only 2 left*...rasenye amatla sedap...sungguh mengingatkan daku pada warung2 di msia.....
mahal pon mahal la...yg penting dapat rase selepas beberapa bulan...
*hehe ikotkan harge 2 teh ais sini, boleh dapat dekat 20 gelas kot kat msia..itu pon kalu teh ais msia still rm1 la..msia mantap woo bende sume mahal daaa*

kenapakah teh ais menjadi pilihan?
air yg warnye seperti air lecak ini...
tp rasenye sungguh la 'heaven'...lol exaggerate giler...
ingat lagi dolu2 kat skola...
pi skola naek kete ngan member, ayah die doc..kire kaye la kan..family berada...pastu pi makan..duk la order...masing2 order la yg juice2 ni... apple, orange, honey dew juice etc..smpai la time nak order...'bang, teh ais satu'....huhu adik member ni sepantas kilat tnye akak die..'sis, teh ais tu ape?'....amboi2...berani die tatau air feveret aku....tp xkesah la..xmalu pong...sebab pastu budak tu mintak..haha nyesal die xorder awal2....huhuhu bertambah lagi sorg peminat....*leh jadi promoter teh ais ni*

2nd story...hahah last year...first thing i ordered right after touch-down....'nak teh ais, mak'
haha ayah geleng2 gelak...byk2 bende teh ais gak order dulu...pastu straight plak tu sebulan minum teh ais manjang..letak la pagi bute ke, malam ujan ribut ke..yg pntg teh ais...hehehe

yg penting...teh ais dan daku xdapat dipisahkan..oh yeah~~~
i lap u bebeyh!!~~!!

2009-09-18T08:31:00.000-07:00

yay....my babies have arrived!!!!!!!!
still waiting for another two...
but I'm too excited to care about those things...lol

my raye parcel!!!!
haha never knew mak ayah were going to send a lot of kuih raye...
i was oni thinking of maybe 1 or 2 types but instead, I got 2 kerepeks and 5kuihs..
it's been awhile since I ate kerepek....
hahha mak and ayah love me too much...lol~~
eventhough there's no kerisik..haha dun care la~~
btw..thanks mak ayah for the parcel....and others oso, yaty and adik for buying the stuff for me..

btw ayah..kawan saye tnye...cmne kepek boleh xpecah ni??
hehe wanna share the secret of how good you are in organizing and arranging stuff?
and again, ur handwriting was praised...go cikgu rudy~~~

and...jeng jeng jeng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my second parcel....
the SPECIAL parcel...yihaa...
finally my dream came true!!!!
my very own iPod Touch...
yay..sentuh2...huhuhhuhu

just to think of the engraving took me about 4hours and few people to consult...
me and my indecisiveness....*shakes head*
finally I end up with this...
'Hope to the End...Bahiah'
hehe simple, yet meaningful to me...

and this is the casing...dunno why but I just think this one is interesting....
been meaning to buy the black with red lining on it..but ahhh it's always black and red for me..time for new colour...*inserts Purple Line by Tohoshinki...*

still got 2 parcels to arrive by end of Sept *if i'm lucky*
but there's high possibility the latest it will arrive will be early Oct...just wait then....
ahhh it's the last day of Puasa..how time flies~~~~~
my last Raya in Sydney...better enjoy it..*still going to cry anyway*
and an assignment due on the 2nd day of raya...
life is just GREAT!!!! *thanks Jill*
still...nothing can beat our festive spirit...yay!!!

Selamat Hari Raya everyone~~~~

my babies....

2009-09-14T09:47:00.000-07:00

it's 2.47am...assignment due in less than 72 hours...
but I can't stop thinking about my 'babies' that will arrive this month...
hehe..i'm expecting 4parcels in this lovely SEPTEMBER *and maybe early OCTOBER*......

1. parcel raye..kepek+brooch+other stuffs *can't be mentioned here..lol*
*estimated arrival date: friday maybe..hopefully, no later than that...or else raya will come first..

2. special parcel...OMG too happy for this...can't wait!!!
*estimated arrival date: the latest this week...hopefully this week..faster!!!

3. parcel from HMV...oh yeah, my 'The Secret Code Tour:Final in Tokyo Dome'
*estimated arrival date: early october maybe..since the release date is 30th sept..but who knows miracle might happen and it will arrive on 30sept itself..lol

4. parcel from Yesasia...my birthday present from Chong..hahaha yeah, it's been weeks since my birthday..but dun care..still waiting happily for my Colors copy...yay!!
*estimated arrival date: I think the same date as concert dvd..*fail fangirl*..but yesasia is well-known for its 'punctual' shipping..so yeah..

ok back to my discarded/neglected/abandoned assignment....*whichever you prefer*
btw, life sucks lately....
hopefully, all these parcels will make up for those times...
another thing...
I MISS HOME SO DAMN MUCH!!!!!
happy fasting *it's almost the end already..lol*...and happy raya!!!!

EMO

2009-09-02T12:06:00.000-07:00

Startech SUCKS!!!!!
are you f**king kidding me???
I just opened my internet account last week..
*bak kate org melayu, kad kredit masih panas lagi sebab digesek*
but today, my remaining account is less than 5GB...
what the f**k!!!!!!
memang la rajin/kaki donlod tp baru donlod xsampai 2GB.....
haisy..ini mmg amatla menguji tahap kesabaran yg xsetinggi mane nie...
cakap ngan kak mard bersabar, tp dah kene batang idung sndiri, xbley bersabar....
ahh kak mard, kite mangse penipuan startech!!

or die mmg dah boleh detect aktiviti sumbangleweng yg slalu dilakukan before bermulanye account baru??
ahhh tidak...ini tidak adil!!!!

I'm sweet??

2009-08-22T08:01:00.001-07:00

You Are Sweet

You are easy going and pleasant. You are always happy and upbeat.

No wonder you're so popular. There's nothing to dislike about you.

You are both likable and lovable. In fact, some people feel very passionately about you.

You are simply bliss inducing. You remind people to take time and enjoy life.

What Taste Are You?

hand lotion

2009-08-15T22:15:00.000-07:00

YH: if you want Jaejoong then use lot of lotion , He need a pretty hand so get a massage
And you have to be very confident

when you meet Jaejoong , you must be able to say
" You jaejoong , will definietly fall for me in few days "
then you will have him
Everyone, don't forget
JJ: it's the hand rather than looks

*taken from Yunjae Couple Talk, AADBSK 3..
Credit: YJL Trans: Lovely JJ*

List of things to buy...
1. Hand Lotion
2. Hand Lotion
3. more Hand Lotion

windu...

2009-08-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

MISS YOU!!!!
*even if I haven't met you..not even once..hehehe*

dinner

2009-08-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

Extra Hot Fried Rice with Bulgogi
*korean fried marinated beef*
supposedly, it's grilled beef...but I'm lazy, so the beef ended up being fried instead of grilled...
second attempt actually, since I literally poured almost half a bottle of soy sauce on it the first time...lol
thank god..it's so much better this time..

yihaa!!

2009-08-06T19:11:00.000-07:00

early start...

2009-07-21T04:05:00.000-07:00

got nothing else better to do..
so I went to e-Student...
*again, looking at my pathetic result..huhu*...
and take a look at my new schedule for my last sem.....
supposedly, we got 2days-off..but thanks to our dearie Pamela..we only got one day-off
*hey be grateful..lol*

ahhh it would be better if they can just move the Monday lecture and re-schedule it on Thursday instead...
*ehh too full? I dun think I can stand that also*
hehe it's not like I can change anything...
what to do..other than complain???
hehehe gotta get ready for new sem...

Mengidam...

2009-07-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

it's my very own.....
Hainanese Chicken Rice
*ok ok..not as good as May's *in Chatswood* or Poh's *Master Chef..but it's her recipe..lol*
hehe kalau Master Chef nie...presentation pon fail..kekekek
xkire..yg pnting i kenyang~~

so what's next on the list??
1. Italian Chicken Casserole
2. Jajangmyun
3. Crepe
4. Bulgogi *of course using Halal beef..hehe*

go Bayah!!!!

Japanese Dorama

2009-07-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

only 2 weeks left before new/last semester starts...
ahhh how time flies......
during the holidays...obviously I got nothing to do...
so I end up going back to my old habit...
WATCHING JAPANESE DORAMAS!!!!!!!!!
hahah thanks to my friends..for giving me a whole lot of dramas to watch
*Korean and Japanese...but yeah, I've always prefer the jap dorama than korean..coz it's obviously less dramatic, not lengthy/draggy and I just LOVE LOVE all those comical/anime-ish reaction those actors have...but sometimes the sad dorama can still bring tears to my eyes*
most of the dramas I've watched this hols are the ones that I haven't watch...but there are some that I watch twice
*either becoz it was too good..or just simply funny and adorable..or maybe coz I just want to watch the hero...heheh*

1. Voice

omg..I didn't know that I will LOVE LOVE this story!!!
*heeheh even the banner looks like 5 psychos in an asylum..lol*
seriously, reading from the synopsis..I thought that this dorama will be like the typical jap dorama where the lead is just so ambitious and soooo into his career/study *in this story, as Forensic Medicine student...uuu CSI guy*....he'll be the type of guy that knows everything and will be damn competitive with other poeple...well I was wrong...
yeah...it still have that type of typicality *hehe I just knew this word exist*......but it also has many funny moments esp when Daiki keeps asking 'why' to every single thing that his friend does....
i-'why do you have to put different ringtone for people...even if u know who's calling, why do u have to look to the caller id before u finally answer it?'
ii-'why do you put ur alarm on snooze eventhough u know that it will ring again after few minutes and have to wake up again to that dreadful sound'
this dorama also has that Tru Calling feel since Daiki's I-Know-The-Answer-Behind-All-These moment is like when Tru was touched by all those dead people...but unlike Tru, he collected all those data and memories he have *with his special background music and other people's voice start to lessen and he got this vision..bla bla bla..you know the drill* and finally..BAM!! he got the answer...heheheh
yeah this movie got so many scientific terms that are used mostly by doctors *hehe dats why Nana likes this rite??*
some of the terms...Crush Syndrome, Anaphylactic Shock, Pulmonary Embolism, Munchausen Sydnrome...
instead of focusing on that...I was more interested in the food that they ate...haha * u know me*
Sukiyaki, nikujaga, gyuudon, oyakodon, monjayaki, kinmei-dai....hmm yummy~~~
in short..I just love this dorama and it took me only 2days to finish watching the whole series...yiihaaa!!!!

2. Mei-chan No Shitsuji
*Mei-chan's Butler*

hahaha another favourite..okay this one,I finish it in only 1 day...
*coz Rihito-sama is soo hot*
okay..to be honest the storyline is kinda ridiculous and out-of-the-world..
come on, how can this type of school exists??
hehe this dorama is about a school for the heiress of all the big companies in Japan..the school size is 1/3 of Tokyo itself..*hahah*..each heiress must have an ikemen/super handsome butler in order to enter the school however love between the lady and the butler is totally forbidden...each butler has a rank..S-rank is the highest rank *obviously Rihito-sama*...so Rihito-sama was assigned to this 'kampung' girl and that's where the whole story starts...the 'kampung' girl turned out to be the heiress to this powerful businessman and is the rival to the school's First Lady...at the end of course the 'kampung' girl and Rihito-sama are together..so cute~~
this is why I love jap dorama..it can make anything believeable and real....no matter how weird or ridiculous the storyline sounds, it's one hell of a fun dorama..hehe

3. Osen

not really my favourite drama but I'm the type that will finish the series eventhough I keep complaining throughout the whole thing...
it's about a young Okami *the owner of the restaurant* who manages her family restaurant, Isshouan and she's called Osen-san...and there's this one guy from the city who's so damn passionate about traditional japanese cuisine and was so excited when he got a job at Isshouan...but his job is not as easy or inspiring as he imagines *and the pay was damn low*...so basically it's about him getting to know more of the osen-san and his dream...
but it's interesting to see them preparing many types of authentic japanese cuisine...
at the end of each episode, I end up craving for some japanese food..
*basically, I only got sushi..lol*

4. Hotaru no Hikari

hahah this dorama is kinda funny...
plus..it's been awhile since I've watched Naohito Fujiki's drama..that's why I watch this...
omg..never knew that an office girl who looks so damn elegant and sophisticated at work can turn into this weird girl who loves wearing jersey, got this 'chonmage' hairstyle/high ponytail, and drinks beer whenever she goes back home...and she ends up living with his manager *who totally freak out when he first met her at home* since she's living at her manager's home illegally..lol..and yeah, she thought she fell in love with her collegue but right at the end, she realizes that the one she really love is someone else..hehehe
cute love story...with funny moments here and there coz this girl is just so damn clueless about being in love and all...

5. Nodame Cantabile

omg..this is my all-time favourite...
this hols is the third time I watch it..hehehe
it's from a manga..so obviously, it's damn comical and the computer-effect is just...interesting..
but Chiaki-sama..hehe never knew that he can be this crazy just to portray the character...
and Nodame is just loved..she's damn cute and dumb...but super talented...
it never cross my mind that they'll end up together coz he's the type of rich and sophisticated and she's obviously this clueless, *slightly* dirty, unorganized kind of girl...and this guy has so many girls after her...but yeah, never knew what's inside a guy's head rite...
for any japanese manga/anime lover...watch this!!!!
super duper best!!!

6. Code Blue

the first reason why I watch this is definitely because Yamapi was in it...
actually, I watched this series last year...dec I think..but didn't finish it...hehe lost of interest maybe...
since I always have to watch the whole series, finally after few months, I watch the last episode few days ago....
but yeah..this dorama is quite ok too...cause the cases are mostly interesting..
there were some sad moments too...eventhough Yamapi's hair kinda bothers me, but as usual he's good...watched some of his doramas before, most of it are good....
but I just hate the nurse..yeah yeah I get it..you're strong, you've been through a lot, you got more experience than the young doctors...but that doesn't give you the reason to be all cold and cocky...always thinking that new doctors are too dependent and has this mindset, books-can't-teach-you-doctors-everything...duh, obviously..that's why you are there to help them coz if you don't know, THEY ARE NEW!!!ok, maybe her character is supposed to do that...but I just hate her....*hehe no emo-ness ok...lol*

so basically..that's all...
but there's still some doramas on the line..waiting to be watched..lol
dunno when I can finish the whole thing....

benci dan sakit hati..

2009-07-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

ahhh i dunno how to say this...
but i am sooo benci and sakit hati ngan u la..
i kan..nak baek2 ngan u ok...tp u buat mcm ni kat i...
kus semangat~~~
i rase nak mcm scream kuat2 kasi tahap pecah panggung punye....
x pon, rase nak slap someone smpai mulut senget....

ooooo u invi ngan i kat ym yer..ingat i xtau...
obviously la duk kuar notification *** is online...xsmpai 4saat..offline...
pastu biler i nak tidur..tetibe notify lagi *** is now offline...eh bukan offline dr td ker??
wtf...xpayah la nak invi....ckp jek terang2 kat batang idung i...*yela idung i xcantk*
"hmm sorila.. i xnak kawan ngan u..u jgn kacau i lagi boleh??"
ok..maybe xla se-direct ini..bajet ok.....
hahaha secepat kilat i delete teros u dr friend list ok...
xdenye i mengganggu ataupon menghabiskan hatta sesaat pon mase u tu..

u baru accept friend request i...so nak la ckp thanks
pastu setakat nak ckp sket kat FB pon xmau...
waaa kasi msg 1, tetibe offline juger....
baek xpayah accept kan....
ececehh...macam mengejar star la plak...
xde maknenye eh...dah name kawan, so sajer jela nak mengacau..
i busan la kat bilik ni xbley tido cik abang/akak oi....dats why la i mengacau u...

huhuhu u buat gini yer...
xpela...xluak pape pon on my side...
pasni...u cakap sepatah pon, rase malas nak layan...
kalau i busan giler2 babeng nanti, baru la i cari la u balik..hehehe

*sorry for the rambling and inconsistency of the language used in this post..
hehhe i sungguh benci dan meluat smpai nada dan bahasa pon tunggang terbalik..hehehe*
*penggunaan i dan u pon mcm geli sebenarnye...tp kalau pakai ko aku mcm ganas sgt la plak..hehe*

old addiction..

2009-07-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

nothing else to do during hols..
sudoku seems like a brilliant idea..
hehehe~~

survey dr cik fathen uols...

2009-07-07T04:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes..

sometimes i just need:
- to know that someone will always be there for me, through bad and good times.

sometimes i want:
-to be able to do and have everything that I dream of.

sometimes i like to:
-watch sad and heart-breaking stories and just cry my heart out.

sometimes all it takes:
-is courage to tell someone that I love him.

sometimes i picture:
-myself as a loving wife. *ahh xtahan*

sometimes i wish:
-for DBSK to held a special performance with only me being the audience.

sometimes i find:
-myself loves receiving attention from people.

sometimes i take:
-forever to tell someone what I feel.

sometimes i look:
-through the pictures folder in my laptop and laugh alone remembering the past.

sometimes i hate:
-it when I can't make decision on my own.

sometimes it’s nice:
-to just lie on my bed, without doing anything for the whole day.

sometimes it hurts:
-to deny how I truly feel about someone.

sometimes it makes me happy:
- just by receiving call from muhammad.

sometimes it’s sad:
- being alone in foreign country.

sometimes i listen:
-to 'rock kapak' songs when I'm bored.

sometimes i sleep:
-for 10 hours straight and still feel sleepy after 4 hours of being awake.

sometimes i like to watch:
-people from my window. *some people call it menara kawalan*

sometimes i feel:
-annoyed at certain someone.

sometimes i rant:
-when I don't really know what to say.

sometimes i never:
-realize I hurt someone.

sometimes i really:
-feel bad when I can't laugh at someone's joke.

When I’m ..

sad, i want: to be alone.

happy, i need: someone to share it with.

mad, i wish: I can just vent out my anger at the person who caused it.

overjoyed, i find: that I will grin 24-7.

indifferent, i like to: keep quiet and just let everything pass me by.

content, i never: hide it, I'll let everyone knows about it.

frustrated, all it takes: for me to handle it is sleep on it, and just hope that it will go away once I'm awake.

If..
you saw your best friend on one side of the road, but you also saw one of your close family members on the other side, and they were both in serious danger, who would you go to help first?
- help my family member first, then die with my best friend if I didn't manage to save him/her. *omg, isn't that the most touching thing u guys ever heard??*

you had the choice of going back in time to or go forward in time to see the future, which would you choose?
-I would go forward to see the future and come back to the present to make everything better.

I'M OLD!!!!

2009-07-07T04:02:00.000-07:00

have you guys ever imagine of being old???
starts thinking about politics, groceries, buying house and stuff like that?
ignore the entertainment stuff...stop reading HOT, OK, Mangga *haha I didn't just say that..lol*.....
instead, pick 'more mature' magazines from the store's bookshelves like..hmm..ape ek??

ok..I'm not that old...still in my early twenties...*damn early I should say*
at one time.....
I was daydreaming of attending DBSK's concert in Seoul and Japan....
fangirl-ing over DBSK with my dearest friends.....
I was talking *gossiping* with my friends about the latest celeb rumours...
watching movies, cartoons and anime in my laptop....
spending hours on my bed just because it's too cold and the comforter seems like a nice cocoon..
turn on the highest volume of my laptop listening to old songs and singing alone like some crazy people....

but in a matter of a phone call....
I was bombarded with questions like...
....what type of car I want.....
.....where am I going to start teaching...
....what kind of place I want to live in...
.....what kind of teacher do I want to be..
....what can I do help certain someone back home...
...am I going to further my studies later...
....have I think of the best fund/saving for my future...

ok..now I feel old...
why...why..why do I have to start thinking of all those stuffs???
why can't I just stay and live like this *happy and unburdened*???
why can't I just think of DBSK 24-7???
why can't I survive without working but still able to go shopping whenever I want??
aarrggghhh!!!!!!
still...life is too short to waste....
since life is too short...I won't be spending my time complaining about all this..hehe
so minna *random jap*...
CARPE DIEM!!!!!

arghh!!

2009-07-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

it's 2.48am...
usually i'd be on my bed rite now..
sleeping like a log...
but, i can't sleep tonite...
not thinking about 'you', 'you', or 'you'
*points finger randomly at anyone*
just can't sleep...
my stomach is too full...
damn u oh so-delicious-my-late-night-snack....
hehehe no one to blame but myself..lol

Stand By U

2009-07-01T03:49:00.001-07:00

Stand By U

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are you doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are you doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

credit to : linhkawaii @LJ+ tvxqfever.blogspot.com and fseventh @ youtube

hoodies

2009-06-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

woke up after 9am..
got a date wif kak mard..

going to Sydney City...yay!!
*well...it's been weeks since i've been there*
planned to just attend the volunteer meeting, have lunch and wander around the city...
ended up shopping...alone..well that's the first time...
*can't resist the huge SALE sign hanging on almost every wall*

right after the 'late' lunch...went off to QVB..just to window-shop..heheh
but then...ends up in Myers...and in almost all shops on the way to QVB...
gosh I really want that CK In 2 U..
it smells nice....
sadly..gotta save up for other stuff *refer to my wishlist*
but damn...the sale...arghh!!!
so I ended up buying this one hoodies....
*aigoo ikat perot la seminggu*
hehehe dun care...i like it....

*just ignore the pose..hehe*

can't resist this rite??
hehehe~~

deeper conversation

2009-06-26T01:14:00.000-07:00

called kak rin just now..
*after looking at muhammad and aisyah's pics from FB*
damn..miss those little joys so much!!!

me: muhd tinggi dah?
kak rin: eh die tinggi dah.muhd tinggi berapa?
muhd: jap eh..mama nak ukur!!
*inserts commotion of muhd searching for the measuring tape*
kak rin: 89cm...
muhd: hmm....cm....
me: ape?
kak rin: la-pan..pu-luh...sem-bi-lan...cm....
muhd: ah la....bi lan cm....
me: waa dah tinggi dah....

heheh he's almost half as tall as me now.....maybe more..ehhehe
can't wait to see him....
and dearie little aisyah...
such a princess..with those shy voice...
aigoo....

kak rin: ok sume..kate bubbye...
abg jep *kot*+muhd+aisyah: bubbye!!!!
kak rin: assalamualaikum...
all: assalamualaikum...
kak rin: aisyah..kate i love you kat mak bee...
aisyah: .....
me: aisyah..i love you~~~
aisyah: assa..lamua..laikum *well not as fluent*
me: ehhe waalaikumussalam..eh kak rin..patotnye bg salam la..ape plak i love you...kan aisyah..
kak rin: haha yela tu...k dah2....
*inserts aisyah's small laugh here*

jauh beribu batu...
phone call jela pengubat rindu..
ececeh...menyampah uols~~~

12.00p,m...Lincoln Building..

2009-06-24T02:52:00.000-07:00

back from NZ...
not only brings back memories....
but also fever and flu...
can't get up for 2days...
end up asking for Anis and Toko to make me bubur...*and milo..yummy*
still hesitant...indecisive....undecided...
to go...or not to go...to go....or not to go....zzZZzzz~~~

got a call from emak...telling me to go see the doctor..ASAP
after gathering enough courage *woke up around 7.16AM..well that's a record*
still can't decide...
decided to wait until friday *together wif anis and alia*
got another msg from emak...
"askum cmne dah amek ubat n jmpa doc."
started feeling guilty...and with little help *push* from toko....decided to finally go and see the doc.....
hehehe can't say no to emak...
*she's just being concern..well who else knows what's best for us rite? cakap emak jgn dilawan*

another 2 hours of butterfly in my stomach...
cold feet *literally..and hands too*.......
have to wait for the bus with almost 30 hyper students from Eppings Boys...*omg these boys...they stink!!!*
finally...we arrived at Lincoln Building...
with sick face and sexy-voice...."may I see the doc today?"
short and sweet.."nope! u have to come tomorrow"
SHIT!!!!!!!!

basically...i have an appointment for 12pm tomorrow....
hehehe dunno why..but i'm scared of going to the doctor...
been like this since I was small....
still go to the doc's room wif my mom eventhough i'm 20...hehehe
yeah..my 2 sisters are doctors..still, that doesn't change the fact that i hate doctors...generally....*no offence yeah...*
ahh gotta go to sleep early...
ahh forgot the doc's name..but all i know, it's a guy...
hopefully...it's the sweet doc that syila had before...hehehe
arghh...emak, teman la bayah!!!!
huhu...wish me luck!!!

shitty

2009-06-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

in Auckland...
back to where we start...
been to many places..
met different people...
made new memories....

but still...
remembering the past....
and experiencing it..AGAIN..
good or bad??
well...nothing new...
still the same...
still shitty...
the same old childish way of 'manipulating' people around me...
and 'torture' me wif all those msg..*well if u call that torture*
it's ok..no one trust YOU anyway....
they know who you are!!!
*but you can still put the mask on..haha*

but yeah....
life must go on....
there's so many things to look forward to..
just forget the past...
enjoy what I have...
2 more days left...
will leave NZ with happiness..*of course*

hehe Sydney....wait for me~~

bye bye Sydney...

2009-06-08T07:47:00.000-07:00

less than 24 hours to leave MUV...
to be exact...5 hours and 35mins left...
packing pon belom siap...
buku pon xabis scan lagi....*esaimen oh esaimen*
tp malas nye la nak siapkan packing ni...

excited? not yet....
happy? not yet...
why? because of my lovely LING342...
aigoo cik jean oi....u ruin my holiday la~~~~

whatever~~~~
hehehhee....
New Zealand....the youngest country on earth...
*inserts Forever Young here*
hehhe here I come~~~

before NZ...

2009-06-06T21:21:00.000-07:00

off to NZ in less than 2 days...
ahhh still...2 more assignments to finish...
but yeah..who cares...*gilo apo..of course la aku kesah..lol~~*

so yesterday I went out to buy few stuffs for friends in NZ..
and of course to change my Aussie dollars into NZ dollars...
*there goes my savings for the whole semester*
and d**n... with my never-ending bad luck
the exchange rate was a bit low
*well at least..at places that I went to..not one, not two...but 3...that kakak was nice..so ok la*
finally after walking for hours *dekat satu city pusing..haha exaggerate* I managed to change almost all my money..
here what I got...

but seriously...only 2 $100 notes..and the others are in small change...
kenapakah org NZ yg ke Aussie xbawak duet besar2 jek...huhu
aigoo....gemok la wallet...huhuhu
even mase tukar duet pi jepon dulu..dapat la dekat 70,000 yen..tp xdela setebal nie...huhu ade duet pon dekat 8 keping jek kot...

nak dijadikan cerita...
mase dekat last tmpat currency exchange tu...
wallet ku tetibe membuat aksi stunt menghilangkan diri...
peh dah bergenang air mate ni....dahla sorg2..kak mard mase tu stil wif KA's family...korek2 beg
*maklom la beg besar...like Ning said "eh..why ur bag looks like beg balik kampong one?" hahah..i like la this style*
even that kakak *I mentioned her earlier* made me more anxious

kakak: hey r u allrite?
bayah: hmm..can u just wait a sec..I can't find my wallet..*effect mate berkaca*
kakak: oh ok..relax2..
bayah: haa ok2...*dalam hati.."aigoo diam la..jgn tambah tensi"
kakak: can u find it?
bayah: *pgg wallet*...omg here it is...thank god..fuhh...*muke lega seperti lepas buang air*

jadi kesimpulannye di sini..kalau beg anda besar..beli la pouch utk senang simpan neccessities tu
*huhu sblm ni handphone and lip gloss yg suke buat stunt menghilangkan diri*
so right before we went back to MUV..singgah sebentar di Equip membeli ini...

hehehe for safety precaution in the future...

another thing..I bought Mr Jae!!!
heheh I decided to name him this morning...lol
well mase kat paddy's tu beli few souvenirs for friends...
and I saw him...*kak mard nmpak dulu..huhu*
I can't resist buying him....lol
here's Mr Jae...
he's a boxer...a hot one!!!!
ok this one is right before his first fight...
the opponent is Encik Sarip Dol from Kampung Dusun
*ok..i'm not making any sense rite now..whatever*

and this one...
after he was knocked out..right in the first round..on the 47 seconds...

looks like Mr Jae decided to retire selepas menerima kekalahan in his debut fight...
hahahhaah ok inila kesan dr kebosanan dan kemalasan yg amat sangat utk membuat esaimen...

btw..NZ!!!!!
here I come...
kepada yg berkaitan..jgn luper kompang dan karpet merah yg dijanjikan..
muahahaha~~~

Motto

2009-06-03T23:29:00.000-07:00

saw this at a random blog
*love it nevertheless*

You love me you'll survive,
Cheat on me, you'll die!

lol~~

friendly reminder

2009-05-31T07:06:00.000-07:00

Monday, 1 June 2009
12.07 am

in less than a week..
I have to finish 3 written assignments, 1 poster presentation, 1 short test
can I do it?
hmmm let's see...
I HAVE TO!!!!

*oh baby we can~~~ Survivor by Tohoshinki*

Dr John Dorian...

2009-05-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

dunno why..but I'm into Scrubs *again* lately....
I stop watching it last year *I was a huge fan back then* but then I'm into it again...
omg..he's damn funny and his straight face when he makes jokes
but his scene with the janitor would always be my favorite moment
coz they always fight over meaningless and ridiculous little things

Janitor: Doors broke..
JD: Maybe theres a penny stuck in it.
Janitor: Why a penny?
JD: No reason
Janitor: Did you put a penny in there? If i find a penny in there, im coming after you.

Janitor: You're afraid of escalators.
J.D.: That's not uncommon.
Janitor: You like the way cashmere feels on your skin!
J.D.: How are you doing this?
Janitor: That's right! You run away! Run away from the truth!

J.D walks in and sees janitor in shorts
J.D : Wearing shorts today?
Janitor : What i can't wear shorts, because i'm a lowly janitor?
J.D : I didn't say lowly.
Janitor : Oh, now i'm just a janitor?
J.D : Yes!
Janitor : You're unhappy..... I like that

okay..maybe it'll be funnier when you actually watch it..
*coz this seems a bit out of context..lol*

I'm no Superman~~

Ways to overcome your fear of ghost

2009-05-29T23:24:00.000-07:00

Ways to Overcome Your Fear of Ghost
taken from Lee Seung Gi, 2008
*omg..never knew he is this cute and naive..wanna squish him and put him in my bag...lol*

1. Before the ghost attacks you, attacks them first.
when there's a doll beside you, all of a sudden just hit it....you won't know if the doll is possessed or not...to ensure nothing bad happens, just hit it...if it reacts, then it is possessed...if it just stays there, just leave it be coz it means you're safe...

2. Before the ghost scares you, scare them first.
when you enter an empty room..enters with 'hah!!!' to scare the ghost away...so, instead of scaring you, the ghost will be the one who'll shit their pants....

3. Try to get into the ghost's good book.
usually, the ghosts in the movies will attack anyone whom they have grudges on....so if you're being a good guy/girl, they won't ever attack or scare you..since you did nothing to anger them...

4. When you're alone inside the elevator and suddenly you feel goosebumps, sings a happy song to entertain the ghost.
instead of scaring the hell out of you...the ghost will be happy and starts doing other things...if you're lucky, they'll sing with you and accompany you til you reach your place...

5. Always gives good critic and comment to the ghost when you watch horror movie.
like when there's a scene where the ghost appears in every level when you're in the elevator....instead of being scared or close your eyes, says this..."wow..she's fast!!"

he thinks that people might think he's crazy when he did this..
well what do you think Seung Gi-ah..of course you are...lol~~~

credit to nglktshinhwa on youtube

who wears it better?

2009-05-29T20:27:00.001-07:00

as usual...I was watching Family Outing ep 3 and 4
*instead of finishing my COMPULSORY assignment*
and I saw Chun Hee aka Chunderella wearing this shirt...
btw he's one of my favourite in this show...*after Jaesuk...lol*
he's always the clueless and dumb one....
still...he has the model-aura somehow..weird neh~~
*coz obviously he starts off his career as a model*

so the thing is....
*yeah get ready guys..I'm going to talk about Jaejoong DBSK again*
this shirt is the one that Jae endorsed not too long ago..
during their Purple Line time...
here's the pic of him wearing it

so what do you guys think?
who wears it better????
Kim Jaejoong or Lee Chun Hee
you know what my answer is...hehehhe
*acts innocent and totally un-biased*

Picture of the Day

2009-05-29T06:14:00.000-07:00

I was watching Scrubs..
and the theme song goes like this...
"....I'm no Superman..."
and taadaa...this came into my mind....lol

hehe Nana bought it at Movie World for me...
and I haven't use it yet...
*well no intention to use it..yet*

*btw..ignore the pic in my laptop..haha Joongie oh Joongie...I can never forget to talk about you everytime neh...*

Tokyo oh Tokyo

2009-05-27T22:20:00.000-07:00

Picture of the Day

well..this brings back memories...
bought it on my trip to Tokyo Tower, Japan last year...
cost me 500yen but I can get it only for 350yen at Asakusa Market..
*too late coz we went to Tokyo Tower first....lol*
still can't believe that I've been there
oh Japan..I lap u~~

sikat oh sikat

2009-05-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

it's funny how things that went missing will come back to you in a way that is totally unexpected....

usually I put my comb here...
coz obviously that's where it should be...

but then I lost it for the whole day yesterday..
seriously..I forgot where I put it and had no idea where it was...
I even searched for it downstairs..
*coz I ironed my tudung yesterday and not many knows how forgetful I am...or worst, I tend to grab things around me UNINTENTIONALLY and just leave it*

and then tada!!!
there it was standing leisurely with my stationeries...lol

weird neh~~

My Latest Wishlist

2009-05-27T03:25:00.000-07:00

hehehehe one can never live without a wishlist...
we human always live with desire of something
*heheh that sounds a bit wrong*
to simplify everything...
hehe these are things that I want...lol
*that's so much simpler isn't it???*

1. IPOD Touch

2. All About DBSK 3

3. Tohoshinki: The Secret Code DVD *Dome DVD..most probably..yeah*

4. DBSK: Mirotic Asia Tour DVD

*basically..no 2,3,4 are not on sale yet..more like no official date of sale or not produced yet...hehehe we fangirls are just so updated rite.....gotta save money earlier or else bye bye...lol*

5. DBSK: Prince in Prague photobook

6. Beyonce 'I Am..' Tour

7. Macquarie University Hoodies

8. Converse 'Chuck Taylor' All Star - Light Blue

*ok..I think I'm starting to have serious obsession over converse shoes..again, thanks to DBSK*

basically that's all.....
but it will definitely cost me a lot of money
do i have enough money??
hahah I dun think so...
but that's what wishlist is for..
to allow us to wish for something..even things that we can't afford but can only wish for
*ahha that sounds so sad..uwaa~~*
let's just wait and see

~~the end~~

Pick One

2009-05-24T04:22:00.000-07:00

what's your flavor??

Maximum Mint
Yunhoneycombed Vanilla
Chuntastic Chocolate
Heroic Super Shocking Electric Blueberry
Junsummer Splash (peach+orange+lemon)

hmm without being biased or whatsoever...I choose....
Yunhoneycombed Vanilla
*obviously coz I love vanilla...and chocolate sucks!!!*
yeah i hate chocolate..i know i'm weird...lol

few pics showing how we enjoy *LOVE* eating icecream

so pick one~~
it's not a real flavor...choose based on how tempting the name is...lol

p/s: okay..now i'm craving for some real icecream...aisy blurmeese I blame you!!!

oh IBU lagu mamat

2009-05-23T02:04:00.000-07:00

kepada my dearie emak yg nun di jauh di Muar
heheh terima kasih banyak-banyak...
jasamu ku kenang......
I lap u bebeh~~~

our very own translator..

2009-05-23T01:48:00.000-07:00

hmmm i like dbsk
wrong....i LOVE dbsk
but they can hardly speak english
*well except Yoochun, but his english is...hmmm should i say, very minimal?*
and then comes ricky....yoochun's lil bro...

omo...never really notice him before..
until today....hahahha
damn..he can speak english...and it's good too
*maybe not as good as the native speakers....well at least better than Yoochunnie...hehehe*
the proof??

the only thing that comes into my mind...

hey..he can be the translator when I meet them...lol
or maybe when I have enough to go to Korea...I can go to Timeout Gelato *Yoochunnie's icecream shop..meriah uols*..and when I'm there, at least there's someone whom I can communicate with...hehehe
hahahha i know it's absurd and obviously far-to-reach dream..
but there's no limit to dream rite...hahahha

*off to Lala Land*credit: hiddenmicky and sharingyoochun

Lesson for the Day

2009-05-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

Taken from Handbook for new teacher
*but seriously..use this to anyone*

whenever you open your mouth...
keep KISS principle in mind..
what's KISS??

KEEP IT SIMPLE, STUPID

renung renungkan..

2009-05-17T01:27:00.000-07:00

renung renungkan
*mcm ustaz kat hot.fm*

sedang kite mengutuk manusia laen...
terfikirkah kite..bahawasanye...
manusia laen juga sedang mengutuk kite....

sedang kite melaungkan prinsip yg kite bangga2 kan....dan 'ter' kritik prinsip saudara kite yg laen...
terfikirkah kite..bahawasanye...
otak manusia laen2...suke hatilah mereka nak pegang pada prinsip ape
kenapa pulak kite nak rase prinsip kite je betol kan....

renung renungkan...

aisy...

2009-05-04T01:52:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm...
kejap tengok...kejap jeling....
kejap tegur..kejap senyap...
kejap concern...kejap ignorance...
kejap ok...kejap x....
fening...fening.....
aissyy~~

nak kecik ati xgune...
last2 makan ati sendiri....
xpela...biarlah aku yg paham mung
*kononnye paham la..serious, xpaham kot..ikot angin mung aje*
aku pon ader angin gak...ader rasa marah..

tp xpe...
u senyap, i senyap
u cakap, i balas
u tanye, i jawab
tp cmtu jela...xtau nak buat mende dah...
aiissyyy~~~~

Handphone saye...

2009-04-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

malam hari saye buhsan...
sambil buhsan melayan internet..
tekan tekan jmpe blog cik fathen..
cik fathen cerite pasal handphone nye...
utk menghilangkan buhsan saye menaip..
menaip pasal cerita yang same....
jadi terimalah..handphone saye~~~

Handphone Pertama
Model: Nokia 3310
Tahun: 2004

got it during the SPM..
duk asrama so mmg ayah xkasi hp tp sebab nak SPM..ayah dgn rela hatinye memberikan hp mantap *pada zaman tersebut* pada ku....
ade kesah di sebaliknye..hehe forgot the exact date tp ayah kasi this phone hari ahad...
Isnin bese la ader kelas...punyela nak sorok hp ni, letak kat poket nun kat bawah dlm beg...
at the same time sumbat skali air soya *nana AF..if you guys remember*...
letak la beg atas tembok tingkat 2..sekali org langgar..bedebush~~
jatoh beg..lari2 turun bawah, beg ngan hp skali berenang2 dlm beg isi soya...buku xkesah, yg penting hp...
berator kat morning assembly ngan mate berlinang..*takot ayah marah+hp rosak*
pi kelas, jmpe ngan sorg mamat ni *x-bf..muahha*...mintak tolong smbil nangis2..
solution: charge hp ni berejam2 semate2 nak kasi kering interior die...huhuhu
hasilnye: hp masih boleh digune..cume no 5 (jkl) dan 8 (tuv) xbley tekan..haha punye la sanggop kalau nak sms tu, berusaha buat huruf pakai simbol...j=7..k=1<...l=1..t=+..u ngan v pakai symbol mende ntah..lupe dah...then konon nak antar service, huhu harge service boleh dapat hp 3310 lagi satu..so lupe kan~~

Dimanakah ia skrg: Ade di dalam laci di rumah *mungkin ade mungkin tiada*

Handphone Kedua
Model: Motorola E398
Tahun: 2005

hehe beli kat Pertama Complex...after interview MARA
I think 5th May 2005.....
huhuh hati berbunge riang, becoz this is my first official hp...
luper la ayah ke mak yang belikan...hehehe *but it's a part of SPM's present*
jatuh in the first day that I bought it..
time tu stop kat perhentian Ayer Keroh..kat Caltex..
letak kat seat, bhgn tepi..tgh excited bukak pintu, tetibe dgr jatuh...
huhu so kirenye the 1st scratch was on the 1st day I bought the phone la...
hhehehe clumsy or unlucky....I dunno...lol
phone ni pon rosak gak, forgot why but mase tu mintak tolong Aiman...
huhu xbley buat ape, kene hantar kedai jugak....berapa charge tatau la...
skrg dah jadi handphone ayah...hehe ayahku suke bergaye *tp ayah, beli la bateri baru, nazak dh tu*
tp ayah tension sbb everytime alarm bunyik, mesti sebb aku set birthday member...hehe malas nak delete....sori ayah~~

Dimanakah ia skrg: Ayah pakai *hehe Cik Rudy mantap*

Handphone Ketiga
Model: Nokia N80
Tahun: 2007

Handphone mantap dan mahalku yg pertama....
heheh beli ngan none other than Jude Tan...
waaa xsangke Jude sanggop jual.siap dgn memory card..harge baek punya~~~
lepas beli, seminggu melekat lagi bau Jude..*naek seram aku*
satu jek kureng hp ni...tebal sangat....
memule pakai bukan maen, xnak scratch...macam2 jenis protector beli...
which end up with the hp getting extra thick..omg, dah tebal pon tnpe protector tu...
pastu beli pouch kecik, rase rimas plak asyik kene bukak tutup kaen jerut tu...
so in the end, lantak la..scratch pon scratch la...ader aku kesah??
lame gak pakai...yg bestnye, ade org rajin update dan tolong jage...time kaseh byk la wahai sahabatku muahahahah
hahah 'you' should know la...lol~~
tp features best la...camera pon mantap..
in short..i suke..i suke~~~

Dimanakah ia skrg: Ade di laci bilikku *lame xcharge..bateri dah kong*

Handphone Pertama
Model: Sony Ericsson k800i
Tahun: 2008

sebenarnye xpayah ade hp baru pon..hp lame tu pon boleh dipakai di Aussie...
tp sbb ngade2 and rase mcm hp ni mantap,I end up getting a 3 cap with this phone...
hehehee membazirkah?? agak la...
tp sbb memule rase cm features die mantap...pastu warne ni pon menarik...
so ape lagi, rembat la...
but seriously, it was not a regret...ok gak la phone nie...
cume bile fikir2 balik, patot amik tepon yg stylish *xpayah tgk features sgt*..sebab N80 punye features dah ok....
tp lame2 pakai, suke la gak...
to be honest, this is the only phone that I used without much care...heheh
sebab mcm xkesah die scratch ke..jatoh ke...*dunno why*
scratch kat screen..melambak~~
berapa kali jatoh...xterkire~~ *mostly jatoh dr katil..huhu*
hehe tp adik dah cop bile balik Msia..ehhee sile2....
kesimpulannye..hp ini juge saye suke..hehehe

Dimanakah ia skrg: sedang di-charge...*still in good condition..lol*

~~the end~~

2009-03-25T18:39:00.000-07:00

Someday

Someday, you'll gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
But then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared

I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well, I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now, I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doin' well
But one day, these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place, Ooh
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

NiNa - Somedayid=R=7371955

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Hikayat Seorg Pelajar

2009-03-23T17:51:00.000-07:00

~~Hikayat Seorang Pelajar~~

tido malam dgn perot lapar...
*konon nak kurus..try xmakan nasi sehari...mcm nak pengsan pon ader*
bangon pagi...pukul7.50...hehe kire awal la tue... *terima kasih fariena tolong kejot*
gosok gigi...maen netball...*hehe exercise la konon*
maen semangat...jalan2 dr trafalgar balik umah pon, kire exercise lagi...

tibe2 perot lapar...ahhh makan sket la....nak sarapan ringan2 jek...
dtg nafsu makan, teros luper niat malam smlm...
buat nasi goreng....eh mcm kosong jek pinggan....
goreng sosej satu...huhu mantap nie....
hmmm macam ader yg kurang la plak....tmbah lagi satu telor mate.....
haaa hamik kau..ringan la sangat....*ini siap bley cover xmakan smlm lagi*
kasi hias cantik2 atas pinggan.... *cantik la sangat*

bawak naek bilik......layan makan smbil tgk cite kat laptop...
rehat punye rehat...rilek punye rilek dah dekat pukul12....waaaa melampau...
ini ke name nak kurus...hahah alamat, bertahun la xkurus nye.......
itu baru breakfast...keke nantikan la lunch dan dinner...muahaha~~

beginilah akhirnye kisah seorg pelajar...
moral value of the story...
tahan2 la nafsu makan tu...kalau x, nyesal kelak

~~the end~~

I love you

2009-03-21T07:07:00.000-07:00

ahhh dah malam2 nie mula la plak sentimental semacam...
huhuhu teringat org yg nun jauh di Malaysia nun....
kabare org kampung????
kekke org jawa nanti balas...waras~~
in conclusion..rindu keluargaku yg jauh....

hehe this was taken few years back...
mase ni masih cantik dan berseri...
kakak2 masih single tp sekarang sudah berpunye dan beranak pinak....
pegi USM Kubang Kerian melawat yaty...
*huhu siap ponteng meeting ngan Miss Suraya semate2 nak bejalan..last2, sebab xberkat kot, sakit smpai kene masok HUSM*

ni gambar baru...adik xde...huhu photographer berjaya la katakan...
time pegi Langkawi...excited abis, sebab the whole family pegi same2....
kumpul duet kat tabung..*pakai 2-3 bulan punye gaji mak, ayah, yaty,kak rin,abg jep,abg halim* akhirnye sampai juga kami di sane....
yang best nye of course la adik, nana dan diri ini...hehe kami hanye menyumbang tenaga *which is a lot coz we were taking care of the always-naughty-muhammad and always-so-moody-aisyah*
but it was fun~~~

my dearest mak and ayah
xbanyak gambar bertige, keke segan kot...
mase nak fly, muke masing2 baru pas nangis...ayah aka cik rudy jek cool~~

pic title: anak ayah...*haha banyak la*
*dari dulu duk berebut ngan nana...sape anak ayah..tp cam obvious muke ayah xrela mengambil gambar...kontrol pernafasan lagi...meriah uols*

orang slalu kate...xde rupe mak pon...
*ader aku kesah?? haha yang penting aku mmg anak emak*
keke gambo mase yaty kahwin...huhu
xdapat makan kat high table, amik gambo cukup la...
*tapi still dapat makan lauk meja mantap tu sbab ayah pass lauk*

sekali lagi gambar yg menunjukkan ayah sering xrela bergambar dgn diriku...
ayah sedang pura2 mengadakan perbincangan serious sedangkan pada waktu itu hanye ada jiran2 tetangga di sekitarnye...
*baju ayah mcm YB yg melawat kampung..ayahku rocks!!!*

candid gambar ngan emak...*atau mak pura2 xnmpak kamera dan sebenarnye ber posing*
*hahah gaye emak mase ni mmg sebijik cam cikgu boni..hehe cikgu boni tu emak la..*
haii kat umah pon bergaye mcm cikgu...kalau pakai name tag mmg complete dah
tp xpe...yg penting i sayang u~~

kak rin aka cikgu sains di skola kat rawang...
*sains kot..hehe lupe la plak*
baru perasan, xbyk gambar ngan kak rin..kak rin bz, nak jage anak2 yg sihat dan cergas...
*anyway, gud luck nak buat master...huhu kak rin la guru idola saye*

yaty aka doctor kat hospital muar...
*hospital pakar sultanah aminah woo....hidup muo!!*
baru melahirkan cahaya mata dan sdg berbahagia bersama keluarga....
tak selalu amik gambo ngan yaty sebab yaty suke bg judgemental look
*haha kak mard, inila die master judgemental look saye...i got the gene from her...lol*

ini nana aka bakal doctor...*hospital mane..tatau..ikot nasib da*
banyak sangat gambo ngan die smpai tatau nak pilih yg mane, tp saje jek pilih gambo ni..
baru meriah uols....kasik muke2 terkejot sket...
die nak abis blajo dah...bagus la, kurg sket sengsara die *sian eden tgk*

adik aka lepasan SPM yg menganggur dan masih menunggu tawaran ke IPTA
org selalu kate, adik nmpak mcm kakak...*haha suke2 sebab itu maksudnye aku nmpak mude..*
tp org slalu ckp gak yg aku mcm kakak nana...kejap kejap... adik akak aku, aku plak akak nana...kire adik nmpak lagi berusia dr aku dan nana....hahah tue gayut la kirenye kan....
xpe dik..sabar2....
tp adik lawa dah skrg, siap pasang braces...mmg tegak bersusun giginye...siap bersinar lagi...*terima kasih doc salmah..dentist tetap adikku...kerana member sinar cahaya kepada masa depan adikku...haha xde kaitan*

ini aisyah...hahah xla..inila ranger merah aku...
muhammad zharif...
ini adalah hasil eksperimen kak rin di rumah lantaran kebusanan yg melanda dirinye di waktu menjaga anak-anaknye di rumah....
hahaha kesian budak nie...tp xpe....die masih lelaki sejati...

hehe ini pon hasil paksaan mak bee..akhirnye zharif bersetuju memakai hoodie bajunye dan freeze utk beberapa saat di hadapan kamera
and that's his trademark smile...

hehe pagi2 bute sebelom naek flight ke gold coast..
sian aisyah ngantok lagi..demi mak bee sanggop die menggagahkan dirinye dan bangun di awal pagi...kkekekee
she rarely smiles in front of camera...*omg..die ni sengih kalau nmpak ayah and abg halim jek...huhu memilih sungguh*

huhu raihan is wearing the onesie *betulkah eja* that i bought for her
a bit big but still cute...
hehehe mase ni baru 2minggu umur die...
yaty sent gambo nie..huhu nak sgt pegang...
sume kate die putih..*huhu mak bee kureng 'org putih' nie..sebab aku xberapa putih...keke*
ahhh xsbar nak jmpe die...kekeke

hahaha dr sentimental post...dah jadik macam post introductory to my family plak la plak...
xkire la...yg pntg aku suke becakap pasal family aku..
sebab diorg the best...
tp xpenah la plak aku cakap sayang kat diorg depan2...segan la konon
tp diorg tahu, aku sayg diorg...and appreciate diorg sgt2...
seriously xbley nak express la how thankful I am to God for giving me such extraordinary people in my life..

~~the end~~

start wearing purple..

2009-03-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

start wearing purple.....
hehhe shirt? pant? undies? scarf?
NOPE!!
purple shoes...lol~~
I just bought a new Converse Chuck Taylor shoes from ebay...
some may call it "kasut sepak takraw" (azmir,2009)..."kasut old skewl" (ash,2009)....
it's comfy, it's pretty, it suits me....hahaha *rhyme neh~*
but I just love it...hehehhe~~

*fyi..I took this picture before I wear the shoes..so it's still clean..hehe*
no worries...it won't stain my bedsheet..huhu

the reason why I bought it?
1. I've always wanted a Converse shoes since...forever..
2. the price is reasonable..*more like affordable..huhu*
3. I seriously need a new pair of shoes...*coz I'm bored with the old ones..hehe*
4. Because Jung Yunho wore it on Family Outing...
*and since then I can never forget about this shoes...d**n you Yunho...lol*

the proof of Yunho wearing this shoe

need more proof??

oww...he looks good in anything...huhuhu

basically this is the main reason why I bought this shoe...
*another thing..finally, I know how to edit pics using photoshop...and yay~~ this is my first attempt in editing pictures...that's why the pics seem kinda horrible and ugly...
thanks to Adik who tought me all her knowledge and guiding me along the way with patient and encouraging words...*

~~the end~~

Adios - Eun Ji Won feat Mr Typhoon (saye mangse tag Syila)

2009-03-11T07:35:00.000-07:00

heheh Syila buat semalam...then, I got distracted from doing my assignment...so I'm doing this instead....lol.....biasela, diriku di-tag tp xperasan....kekeke

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
.: Save Us Las Vegas - no idea who sang it, it's DBSK's CF song...lol

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
.: Miss You - DBSK
*I wonder who...*

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
.:どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう (Why Did I End Up Falling In Love With You) - DBSK
*haha...seriously??*

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
.: Wrong Number - DBSK
*omg...can't believe it..*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
.: Ah - After School
*it sums up my life*

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
.: Oo San (Umbrella) - Epik High feat Younha
*oww..that's sweet..hehe*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
.: Yeo Haeng Gi (Travel Log) - DBSK
*sooo true..*

WHAT IS 2+2?
.: Footsteps - Kim Jaejoong
*haha...I'm counting..very very slowly*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
.: Mirotic - DBSK
*omg...ahhh dirty thoughts*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
.: Spokesman - Yunho (DBSK) feat Donghae (SUJU)
*hmmm whatever~~*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
.: Dirty Cash - Big Bang
*hahaha...*

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
.: Only You - Kim Joong Wook
*hmmm...who?*

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
.: Find - SS501
*ahhh the irony*

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
.: U-Go Girl - Lee Hyori
*gotta start practicing from now..*

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
.: Forgotten Season - Kim Jaejoong (DBSK)
*omo...why so sad...I should be happy..lol*

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
.: Eternal - DBSK
*hmmm define eternal...lol*

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
.: Paradise - T-Max
*huh~~*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
.: Phantom - DBSK
*hehehe...*

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
.: Holding Back The Tears - DBSK
*omo...so true...seriously, I try hard not to cry in front of people...hehe*

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
.: I Love You Oh Thank You - MC Mong feat Kim Tae Woo
*omo...this song is seriously sweet...I might cry..*

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
.: Tonight - DBSK
*yeah...after hearing Micky's Konglish..lol*

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
.: Jinusean - WG Family
*hahah is it?*

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
.: Because I'm Stupid - SS501 (Boys Over Flower OST)
*well that's sad~~*

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
.: Whatever They Say - DBSK
*seriously??*

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
.: Timeless - Jang Ri In feat Kim Junsu
*oww....I'll be home soon~~*

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
.: You Only Love - DBSK
*someone's waiting for me?? heheh...*

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
.: Drive - DBSK
*so true....hahaha lesen uat decoration wallet jek*

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
.: Like Now - DBSK
*hmmm doesn't that mean, I want to change everything? hehehe...no la~~*

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
.: It's Okay - Untouchable feat Hwayobi
*hahah....boss buat salah ape kat aku ni??*

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
.: Adios - Eun Ji Won feat Mr Typhoon...
*hahaha...belom pape dah adios~~*

bak kate Syila...I quote..
menge-tag
ANYONE....
*who are too lazy to do their assignment*
*who have too much time to waste..ahh I envy you guys*
*who wanna have fun*

of Sydney and Macquarie...

2009-03-04T01:59:00.000-08:00

dah dekat 3minggu balik sydney...
tp org still rindu rumah.... *turutan tidak penting...hanye ikot jari yg menaip*

rindu mak yang 'agak malas' ke sekolah, sebab dah nak bersara pon....
rindu ayah yang suke memasak dan wajib ke econsave setiap hari...
rindu adik yg bangon lambat everyday, even on the morning that she had driving lesson....
rindu nana yg everytime balik rumah bawak buku tp lebih suke tidur....
rindu kak rin yang suke balik rumah, coz there will be somebody else to take care of 'askar-askarnye'
rindu yaty yg everytime balik keje mesti pastikan channel kat tv is TV3...Spa Q ok~~
in short, I miss muar and everything or more like everyone in it....

thanks to my 'beloved' sydney.... in only a week, wajahku mendung kembali..SUNBURN~~
penat jek xkuar umah....hehe last2 dlm seminggu jek, hancur abis segala penat lelahku...huhu
and thanks to my 'friend' who said.....
"waa..balik malaysia you makin .....*insert Ning with his hands buat gaya mengepak-ngepak, saying I'm FATTER*...sekarang eh"

but still...sydney is okay-la as always...
I got my 'own' bedroom again
I can do anything privately...*haha ape jela yg dibuat dalam bilik*
I can eat those big *expensive* and delicious kebab...
not to forget, cook and clean on my own again....heheh

and as for Macquarie Uni....
finally..the new train line is OPEN!!!!
and the good news is...we can ride the train for free to Chatswood and Epping til early June...hehe think about saving money and all.....

and as always..there are too many people in the campus, cause the class is just starting...
hehehe 'cek pet' encem banyak gak.....
just wait for about 2-3 weeks, I bet I can count the no of people who actually go to class...lol

UNFORTUNATELY, there will be no more i-Lecture for any of the subjects I took...
that means...the lectures are COMPULSORY..yihaa~~~
I guess...no more skipping classes for me...plus, need to study harder to get better result..lol

what else...yeah....
I've got tonnes of assignments already...
gotta start doing one now, cause the due is next friday!!!!!!
ahhhh...please...please...give me my study mood back~~~

in conclusion, I'm already in Sydney but my heart isn't....
hehehe gotta stop thinking about home and concentrate on my study...
to orang2 yg dirumah...doakan saye kat sini....
miss you guys a lot~~

~~the end~~

welcome..welcome..

2009-03-03T04:14:00.000-08:00

announcing..the latest addition to Khairudin's family!!!!
hehehheheehhee *inserts drum roll*

Name : NUR RAIHAN BINTI ROHALIM
DOB: 2nd March 2009
Weight : 2.9kg

dearie raihana....welcome to the family...
be glad that you are one of us...lol
may you grow up healthily and be a good daughter...lol
from your one and only...
MAK BEE the great~~

hahaha....yaty, take care neh~~
*selamat berpantang...dan makan ikan mahal2....jeles2..*
last but not least...
congratz and good luck for yaty and abg halim for being mom and dad...
to mak and ayah, congratz on having another granddaughter...
*selamat menjaga anakanda mu yg berpantang*

~~the end~~

finally...

2009-02-25T06:08:00.000-08:00

hmm...it's been 5 weeks already since I posted anything...
but seriously...I have so many things to talk about..but the laziness....
ahhh damn you my 'laziness'...lol
but yeah, I miss blogging...
more like, I miss the rambling and showing off to people...
hahaha kidding.....
gotta go arrange all those pics and finally make a new post...
hahah stay tuned adik...I'll post one later ok...

~~the end~~

DBSK on Malaysian TV...

2009-01-17T09:03:00.000-08:00

hehehe actually these were taken a few days back...
ahhh I can't remember when...
but while I was watching the tv *which has been my routine for this holiday*
and then...BAM~~ *inserts explosion sound*...
there they were...my Dong Bang oppas~~~
hahhaaha I was close to tears...
and while I was lying majestically on the sofa, I took the pics...lol

and guess what...
they even showed two MVs from them
hahhaha...
the first time, I was smiling like mad...
and when the second MV was on, I went straight to crazy..
I laughed out loud...
and my sis was like...
"hey..giler ke"

so the 2 MVs are..
Wrong Number & Mirotic...
yihaa...go Dong Bang Shin Ki!!!

so here is my favourite Joongie..
looking sexy effortlessly...
huhuhu

hehe the so famous parking lot dance scene...
which looks exactly like the new Taegoon mv....
hmm~~

here's the Mirotic dance scene..

heheh I caught this one unintentionally...
maybe cause I was too excited...
huhu Yoochunnie~~

ahhh what's wrong with my anti-vibration handphone camera...lol
that's suppposed to be my dearie Joongie...
hehehe a bit biased..lol

so what's the big deal??
cause seriously, I've been waiting like crazy for them to appear on tv...
I've been watching JK Hits and Asian Takeaways for few days straight on MTV, just waiting for them to appear...
just so you know, off all the times I've been waiting..it will always be Big Bang, Boa and SUJU...
seriously..no kidding....
Big bang is always in MTV and Channel V...maybe because of their previous reality show..
but yeah, they still aired it on MTV sometimes....
and there was this one time, they were even on Double Shot..woo~~
and Rain was Channel V's the chosen one for this month..
seriously?? like seriously???

so when DBSK finally appears on TV..I was like..yay!!!!
fortunately, my sis and my lil sis were there too...
so I said...haa look!! they are popular, maa~~~

basically they made me happy..
and gave me ideas to update this blog...
hahha thanks to them I guess...

so right now, I'm waiting for their new MV..
hopefully, it's good...
but yeah, anything from them is good enough for me..lol

~~the end~~

Lazy..

2009-01-17T01:19:00.000-08:00

.....hahah I dunno what to write...

....but I know one thing....

...I'm at home...

...home sweet home..

.....and I'm being lazy...

....EXTREMELY LAZY *should I say*
....and yeah..I'm not supposed to be such a lazy bum...huhu

.....cause I'm supposed to help my dad and my mom managing the house...

....*cause my lil sis is just much more lazier than me....lol*....

....hmm I should do something...

.....like updating my blog..haahha here it is...

.....I'll stop here..haha I need to think about what I'm going to do next....

...hmmmm...

~~the end~~

Muar oh Muar...

2008-12-25T09:29:00.000-08:00

Muar oh Muar..

do you know how much I miss you..

my life without you is like hell..

every single minute without you is like a drug addict without his stash..

every single breath without you is like a couch potato without its couch...

hahahha merepek~~~~

ahhh alangkah indahnya...hatiku...*inserts parap..parap*

sampai di Muar...*inserts oooo~~*....kampungku.....*inserts parap..parap*

hehehe hatiku amatlah suke..aku amatlah gumbira....

walaupon sakitlah for few days..*penat mak kate*...tetap suke...

hehehehe bak kate org, tmpat jatuh lagi dikenang....*hehe related ke?*

in short...I love my home..

of course la..I love my FAMILY..

hehehe makan pon sodap~~

on top of that...*hehe phrase ni Jenny kate org xpakai dah...tp nak pakai gak*...lagilah suker...sebab nak jejalan plak pasni satu family..when I said the whole family, it means all of us...ehehhe including zharif, abang halim, abang jeff sume la.hehehe best2!!!

hehehe gotta go to sleep..

~~the end~~

JAPAN!!!

2008-12-07T00:32:00.000-08:00

omg...
I can't believe it...
we're going to Japan..tomorrow morning...
after all the hard work..*seriously*
finally it's time to enjoy..
just one word left..
YIHAA!!!!
and a sentence...
Japan...here we come!!!!!!!!!!

*and then...we're off to Malaysia..double happiness!!*

Terbang..Terbang..

2008-12-03T13:58:00.000-08:00

ahh sorang2 xde dah...
memula of course la mek hampeh tu aka syila...
2hb lagi dah cabot balik....waaa syila smpai msia dah...
aku jugak still stranded kat sini ha....
pstu ari ni kak mard ngan hanin nak pi melbourne dah...
aku, still kat sini lagi....
pastu esok nie, kak ya, alia, fariena pon nak gerak dah...
aku, still lagi kat sini....
dah xcukup dah geng 10 dara pingitan...
xpe2...3 dara still ader...hehehe
at least dapat tv dah kat bilik aku...
hehehe sekarang ni boleh la aku makin mengambil tahu pasal hal kat Aussie nie...
sebab kadang2 nak turun bawah tgk tv pon malas..kekkeeke...

ahh whatever la...berbalik ke topik td....
aku sedih ker??
adela sket...
sunyi ker??
agak ar....
rindu ker??
masih belom...hahaha

tp fikir2 balik, buat ape nak sedih...
aku pon insya Allah akan smpai ke tanah jepon *tanah yg paling aku minat sekali* Isnin nie...
jam 1840 japan...or 2040 aussie...
ahh aku suke..Japan ni dah lame ader dlm list tmpat yg aku nak pegi..
takuya kimura ngan citer2 jepon dulu yg trigger keinginan aku nak pegi sane nie...
mak ngan ayah pon pelik..aik, nape excited sangat nak pi jepon nie....hehehe
aku pon sanggop xtravel mane2 tahun nie, kumpul duet nak pi sane...
serious, aku xkuar dr Sydney nie, paling jauh pon Canberra la...
member2 puas dah, brisbane la, melbourne la, adelaide la...aku stuck jek...
xpe2..fikir2....jepon menanti....hehehe

tp time kasih la kawan2 yg support aku nak pi Jepon nie..
hanin, syila, kak mard ape sume....
mmg kalu korg xsupport, ilang dah semangat aku nak pi jepon nie...
mklomla..rintangan nak ke sane jek hampir memusnahkan aku yg slalunye bermulut laser dan berjiwa kental nie....
tp xpe...segala rintangan dan hasil penat jerih nak ke Jepon nie akan aku blog-kan di post laen..hehhee stay tuned~~~~

tp of course la the highlight of my life..
going back to Malaysia on 19th dec....
ahhh akhirnye akan jumpe blik family yg aku serious rindu abis tu....
dulu kat Malaysia, cm xde perasaan plak nak balik...
rase cm duty jek..obligation...
but this time...NO...
it's a desire....lol
ahh pastu org rumah siap plan nak bawak aku jalan2 pi Langkawi sume...
pastu nak buat trip ngan ayah plak pusing Malaysia...*hehe sian mak..kene tinggal*
xpe2..aku sabar lagi...
xlame dah....
around 2 weeks jek...
cukup ha nak mengira pakai jari jek..cmpor jari kaki sekali..
mintak2 la xde pape masalh..
mintak2 la journey ktorg nie..hepi jek....

jadi kesimpulannye...aku akan menyendiri di bumi Aussie ni smpai ujung minggu nie...
tp xpe, pikah ngan mint *n bf nye* ader kat sini...
kami enjoy2 dulu ngan duet aku yg tinggal $30 nie....
pastu aku akan tinggal ngan member2 trip jepon aku ni...
toko and anis...
mari kite jadikan trip kite ni the most memorable and enjoyable ok..
let's have fun...
*bawak balik snow semangkok..adik kirim heheh*

~the end~

Ranger Merah...

2008-11-30T01:08:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy rite now..
*I'm not supposed to..cause obviously I have one last paper tomorrow and I haven't finished my revision yet..hehe*
my mom called me this morning...
*11.21am-Msia time...2.21pm-Aussie time*
finally after few days, they called...
*thanks to Nana's phone...but mak is going to pay for the bill...lol*
so we talked....she asked me to do well in the exam...*hehehe I will*
she kept talking about Hari Raya Haji...which is on 8th Dec
hehehe mak, I'll be in Japan on that day..*I've told you like few times already..hehehe*
but of course she's a bit sad coz she wants all of her daughters to be home with her...
heheh just save me the meat okay...then we'll make satay together...hehehe

so I wanted to talk to Zharif...
but yeah...he's a bit moody lately and he refused....
he refused to talk on the phone with me but his voice was the only thing I heard while I was talking to my mom...
he's been talking endlessly with Mak Nana about Power Rangers and stuff....
so cute...ahhh I really wanna talk to you and actually see your face while you are talking non-stop...
hehehe I can imagine your face rite now...
Zharif oh Zharif...

then I talk to Kak Rin and keep on begging her to persuade Zharif to talk to me....
she did....YAY!!!!
she said to Zharif....
"Zharif...Zharif...ni Ranger Biru nak cakap nie"
I was like.."eh???? naper??"
then my sis "die Ranger Merah taw...awak ckp jek"

finally my sis got him to talk...hehehhe
here's a lil bit of the conversation...

Zharif: hello...sape tu?
me: Ranger Merah ke tu??
Zharif: a'ah...sape tu? Mak Bee?
me: eh ni Ranger Biru la...
Zharif: eh..Ranger Biru tu...Naim la.. *the boy next door*
me: ooo ni Ranger Kuning...Ranger Hijau sape??
Zharif: ayah la....
me: Zharif sihat??
Zharif: sihat...*insert Power Ranger's song*....go go Power Ranger...
me: waaa...sedapnye...go go Power Ranger..
Zharif: heheheh...
Kak Rin: Zharif...cakap I love you Mak Bee...
Zharif: I..love you..Mak Bee...
me: I love you too~~~
Zharif: haha...too~~
me: heheh....
Zharif: dah..bye bye

hahahha basically that's all...
but seriously...ahhh that was sooo good...
like pepatah Melayu..hahah terubat rindu gitu....

Zharif oh Zharif...
Mak Bee can't wait to see you....
I'm going to see you soon neh~~
in less than 20 days...
make sure you talk a lot then...

and I present to you...
my very own Ranger Merah....
Muhamad Zharif bin Jeffri Ibrahim

yay...I'm going to be back in Malaysia in less than 20 days...
Ayah, Mak, Abg Jeff, Kak Rin, Abg Halim, Yaty, Nana, Adik, Zharif, Aisyah...
*the name is according to ur rank in the family..hehehe*
I'll see you soon!!!!

~~the end~~

2008-11-28T23:00:00.001-08:00

quote for the day...

"I HATE EXAM"

crazy people...

2008-11-28T16:05:00.000-08:00

life sucks sometimes....
why???
because there are too many people lingering around the net and purposely bother people...
why???
because no one care about them...and they have too much free time...

being rude...make-up stories...keep on criticizing...
yeah..that's the only thing you're good at....
maybe because...simple....
YOUR STUPIDITY...
seriously...get a life....
leave me and my friends alone....
seriously, we are better off without you...
I didn't do anything to you...so don't mess with me...

another thing...
my life is already fun and perfect without you...
but yeah..thanks for all your 'thoughtful' and 'solicitous' comment...
it's like a virus...
but if it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger...

Happy Birthday Anis, Kak Amrien & Kak Iffah..

2008-11-19T07:31:00.000-08:00

I have a friend...
her name is Anis...
this is her...
isn't she beautiful??
*hehheh kidding..lol*

yesterday was her birthday...
so I just want to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIS
may GOD bless you
wish you all the happiness
may all your dreams come true

btw..there are two other people who have the same birthday as my friend..
they are my seniors....lol
*ahh you guys are going back this december..gotta miss you guys a lot..other seniors too*
to my dearest Kak Amrien and Kak Iffah...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
may GOD bless you
wish you all the happiness
may all your dreams come true

*hahah same jek ucapan...just wanna be fair..lol*
btw..that's kak syal in the middle..kak amrien on the left, and kak iffah on the right...huhu

hopefully you guys had the most meaningful and unforgettable birthday this year

~~the end~~

emo..

2008-11-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

ahh dah malam2 nie....rase nak emo la plak...isy..aku bengang la plak ngan 'seseorang' nie...nak kate member, okla..memang member pon..tapi kadang2 naek menyampah plak eden....aku nie suke ym, pas2 sesape la yg nak ckp ngan aku, aku layan jek..even bz pon cakap sket la..bgtau jek aku bz, pas2 stop la...kirenye ader courtesy la, mane tau org tu ader pape masalah, nak mintak tolong kite kan..kite jawab la jugak..tp yg kurg gemar nie, biler xpasal2 nak 'invi' plak..aisy~~mmg la certain org suke invi sebab xnak diganggu tp at least aku paham la niat diorg..tp yg sorg nie...isy2...gaye mcm nak avoid aku la plak...gaye mcm die ni over-the-top la kan..ingat aku nak sgt ckp ngan die...ingat die feymes meletop ar...hahaha suke ati la labu...kalau xnak ckap ngan saye yg hampeh nie, xpela...xde ruginye pon...baek aku layn org laen yg beratur 'buzz' aku....*hahaha exaggerate la plak*...xpe2..tgk la nanti, kalau die buzz, aku buat xlayan jek..aku plak buat2 invi..hhahah hamik~~bukan jual mahal, tapi sakit hati...ter'kesok' ati hambo...

others and me..

2008-10-29T22:30:00.000-07:00

different people view things differently...
the things that I am ashamed of can be things that others are proud of..
things that I will keep to myself can be things that people wish others should hear...

well I guess..that's how the world works....
if only everyone has the same way of thinking...
there won't be good and bad people...
no wise and stupid people..
hahah no war..I guess...

well at least, that's what makes us different...
maybe we just don't belong together...
we can't be in the same team..
we will never be at the same side...
I won't be at your side..same as you will never be on mine...
and knowing that...knowing that I'm at the other end..
somehow relieved me....
I'm glad...I'm thankful...I'm grateful..
I'm proud to say that...
I'm just proud to be ME

thinking..

2008-10-26T06:43:00.000-07:00

hmmm I've been thinking too much lately..
which resulted to my frequent mood swing..
*haha maybe dark choc can help..
s*** I hate dark choc, hmm gotta find other solution then*
okay back to the topic...
why,why does everything happen not according to my plan, or at least my wish??
everytime something happens,
I won't be satisfied...
I won't be happy...

ahhh I want to be the old me....
the one that brightens up toko's life...
*hahah if the Macqs dunno wth I am talking about, then it means that you're not in Pam's meeting last week..lol*
I want to be the one that makes people happy..
I don't want to depend on other people to be happy...

ahhh just one solution...
STOP THINKING!!!!
hahaha maybe just stop thinking of unneccessary stuffs...
focus on important things like ASSIGNMENTS duh~~
ahhh~~~

~~the end~~

Team MSA 888

2008-10-25T23:49:00.000-07:00

hahaha I myself can't believe it..
yeah I joined MSA's futsal team...
why??
maybe because there's not enough people...lol
but mostly because I want to...
ahhaha since Yaty *my sis* joined her Uni's team *which was few years back..ahhaha*
did we win?
yeah, I wish...but still, it was fun....
fyi, I'm the keeper...hahaha
see that gloves?? *got it from the guys..hehehe thanks Ash*

introducing....
Team MSA 888
what does 888 stands for??
hmmm what about, I dunno??
hahaha seriously... *straight face*

hehehh that's the gloves I'm talking about...

any prize??
hahaha what about a bruised knee and another one at the arm??
hehehe thanks to whoever kicked the ball yesterday...
*I didn't catch who did it...too focused on the ball....hahah yeah right~~*

am I going to join it again??
hahah of course....
plus I got nothing else to do..
*except for LING253 and LING216 assignments...ahhhh I'm sooo LAZY-with capital letters*
plus, right now I'm drawn to Iljimae...Lee Junki is such a good actor...love him to death....
Junki-sshi, no more crying please...I have no more tears left...

~~the end~~

tragedy..

2008-10-01T07:43:00.000-07:00

omo....it's the 1st day of Raya...
what happen??
heheheh I got flu...
this is the first time *officially* I got flu in Sydney...
what a great timing..
I lost my smelling and tasting senses...lol
did it reduce my consumption of food???
hahah I wish... *rolls eyes*
this made me ate a lot more than usual so that I can actually taste the food..hahah
but then, God gave us sickness because He loves us...
YAY~~~~

still...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to my family back in Malaysia
Mak, Ayah, Kak Rin, Abg Jeff, Yaty, Abg Halim, Nana *and bf...not officially considered family yet*, Adik *and the gang*, Zharif, Khalisya, and the nameless BABY
*omo..this is my first time raya without them..miss them a lot*
hahah yeah...I cried...uwaaa~~
and to all my friends and people who knew me..
Sorry to everything I've done in the past..hehehehh
0-0

gotta go to sleep now...
*I just took my medicine and everything is spinning right now..I'm seeing double*
will be back with more Raya picspam...

the end~~

hmmm...part2

2008-09-27T11:28:00.000-07:00

hmmm what to say...
it's 4.29am...
I decided not to sleep until Subuh...*coz I don't want to miss Subuh again..hehehe*
so I went through the net...

what I saw???
shocking...depressing...

what I felt???
confused...hurt...broken-hearted...
bak kate toko..ter 'kesok' hati....

why???
hmmm..........because
I thought we are better than that....
I thought what we have meant a lot more than this...
obviously, I felt like..it was a simple thing...

what I should do??
just sleep over it..and hope everything gets better as the new sun rises later...
hope that it will past...
*without us noticing...we people are good at ignoring stuff...well at least I can do that*

the end~~

kene tag...hahah after few weeks..just realized it

2008-09-22T23:12:00.000-07:00

ok...Khai meng-tag diriku...
setelah berminggu2 baru ku perasan..
hahahaha sorry Che Yah~~

Senaraikan 5 benda/hadiah yang anda ingini:

1. meeting DBSK in person...hahaha unrealistic neh..
okay...at least go to one of their concert..

2. Ipod touch (16 Gig)

3. DBSK Prince in Prague

4. Handphone LG KU990

5. A trip to Paris, France

Alasan terhadap perkara tersebut
1. because DBSK is the hottest band ever...obviously, I'm a huge fan...hahahah tanye la sape2..
2. ahhhh dah lamer sangat nak beli Ipod...*nak belagak* hahaha kidding..
3. because the boys look sizzling-hot in that photobook...*I have a fetish for men in suits..lol*
4. sebab hp nie ader dlm Coffee Prince..love it..nampak mahal..hahaha~~ *belagak lagi*
5. because it's the city of LOVE...and obviously I'm a hopeless romantic..lalala~~

Impresi terhadap orang yang diminati:
heheheh..suke org yang tinggi & kurus *walaupon saye xberape kurus..hahaha*...additional point, yg pakai specs, nampak pendiam and mysterious...but have a good sense of humour...
*hehhe am I talking about Jaejoong?? lol*

5 perkara yang dibenci

1. people disturbing my sleep...*hahah sejak dr umah, I can't take biler org kacau tido..hhah my beauty sleep*
2. people who keep on saying they are 'right' eventhough it' crystal-clear-obvious you're WRONG
3. biler xde duet nak shopping *for clothes and obviously Dong Bang stuff*
4. when I have to do something with allocated dateline..*hahah my mind can't work according to schedule*
5. when I have to do something that I'm forced to...

Kali pertama duduk berjauhan dengan keluarga
mase masok SBP..mase Form 1 *hheheh kalau camping xkire la..dekat jek*

Tempat yang ingin dilawati
Japan *hehehe nak pegi december nie..can't wait*, Korea, France, Italy, Mecca *of course*....ahh almost forgot...England and ala tmpat LOTR *Switzerland kot..huhu*

Perkataan yang selalu kamu sebut
aigoo~~ omo~~~ weh...
*hahaha not sure actually but from my conversation wif toko*
syairah: emmm
syairah: byk yg awk slalu sebut
syairah: eg. pndai
syairah: do
syairah: siot
soo go figure la~~

Kalau ada duit yang banyak
taking my whole family for vacation in Paris..*hahah makan snail bebanyak*
build a house for my parents
of course, spend most of it on adding up my DBSK collection *the ones that I can't afford when I'm broke..hahaha*

Lagu yang selalu didengar tanpa rasa muak

Of course DBSK...
-You're My Miracle
-Trick
-Darkness Eyes

hahah another song
-Dia Milikku (Yovie & The Nuno..shocking eh)

Rakan rakan bloggers yang kamu ingin tag
hmmm syairah *yg amatla dekat, di bilik sebelah* and fathen *yg amatla jauh nun di NZ*...hahaha buat jgn xbuat

the end~~

my 1st parcel..

2008-09-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

I received my 1st parcel even before ramadhan...
hehhehe I was so excited..
cause finally I can join the list of people who received parcel...lol
thanks to my family back in Malaysia who sent this...
ayah-the one who posted it and paid the shipping fee...hehehe
mak-the one in-charge to pay for the stuff
adik-the one who searched for all the stuff
nana-the one who lost the 1st list of things that I want..
yaty, abg halim-bought the camera casing..jauh oo kat melaka..hehehe
abg jeff, kak rin, zharif, khalisyah-gave moral support...

hehehe these are the things inside it..
basically it's stuff for raya and for me to survive here ....

1.BAJU RAYA...
hehehe I got three baju kurung this year...
well that's a new record..
2 from emak..another one from kak rin..
THANKS

2. GLASS SET...
hahhaah kidding..
it's cooking stuff...
*I'm too lazy to prepare all the ingredients..why make it if we can have the instant one..hahha*

3. FACIAL CARE + CAMERA CASING/CASE
hehehe seriously all these can't be found here....
why???
hmmm let's see...
I use whitening set..cause obviously I'm not fair enough..heheh
but people here don't use that, they prefer tanned skin..
*that's why all they did are sun-bathing right in front of my house..with only two-piece for girls, and shorts for boys...ahhh MY EYES*
casing?? eheheh I lost mine during the Easter Show...need a new one
*or else my camera will be all scratchy*

4. SCARF
hehehe the scarf here are too fancy and of course pricey...
I prefer the ones from Malaysia...
Belilah brg buatan Malaysia...

5. BIRTHDAY CARD
last but not least..my birthday card...
hehehe it was my birthday last August..
so they sent it together with the parcel...
the content..*heheh I've posted the content before in my previous post..*
interested to know about it??
*scroll down and search for my birthday post..heheh*

so basically that's it..
it's more than enough already....
actually the 2nd parcel arrived here today...
but I'm too sleepy to actually post it...
hehehe the 2nd parcel contained a lot more stuff from Malaysia..
the things that we can't get here hehehe...

again thanks mak ayah...to actually listen to my insane wish list and buy all the stuff...
I'll expect more in the future...lol

the end~~

Moreh..

2008-09-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

favourite topic of conversation during ramadhan:
1. buke ape malam nie?
2. eh pukul brape dah ni..brape jam tinggal?
3. ahh sape masak eh hari ni?
4. weh..pi terawih x? *whisper..*
5. moreh ape ek malam nie..hmmm

hhahaha I'm going to talk about the 5th one...lol

so basically, we gathered every night during ramadhan to perform our terawih prayers together...
and for 10days, we had it at my house...
so for the first day *when we did it at my house*..I made my favourite kuih..*not really...hmmm let's just say it's one of my favourite...my no 1 kuih is definitely POPIA..yay to POPIA*
so..about keria, my mom used to make it when we were on holidays back in Malaysia...
or maybe whenever she felt like doing it..
and since it's so easy, of course I help her...*hahhaah I rarely step into the kitchen..hhhaha*
all of a sudden, I craved for kuih keria, so I decided to make it for moreh...

so after 2 fail attempt of buying the right 'keledek' or sweet potato...finally I found the right one..
1st attempt, I bought the golden sweet potatoes *it's orange inside* which turned into fried sweet potato..*huhuh keledek goreng pon sodap*...
2nd attempt..ahh forgot what its name..but its skin is purple..hahah finally the right one...
now I can make my keria...
here's the proof...

after few hours of pinching/molding/slapping the smashed sweet potatoes..
fried it on the stove...hehehe
hahhaha that's my hand...*honestly...xtipu..*

okay...from different angle...
hahhha better lighting..

and then, put it into a plate with sugar in it...
roll it so that the sugar will stick to the kuih..
huhuhu..again my hand made an appearance...
I was too messy at that time, that if I show my face people will lose the appetite...hahahha

and then...TADA~~~
finally it's done...
kak ida said..."wahh looks like the ones sold at the stall..*
hahaha bangge..bangge~~

finally..you can see my satisfied face..
*lose your appetite??no la~~*

hehehhe
the end~~